I'm supposed to be in bed at least 3 hours ago and I was!
Just wasn't doing the supposed activity or inactivity (since sleep was never active)
I have to be 'up' by 745, there's competition!
damn. i still can't sleep though.

It's official, i'm going to have to study alone.
SIGH.
oh well, all i'm hoping for now is to get into honours housing - at least it'll be more familiar.

today's june 28 - i'm leaving in around a month's time! But I have yet to get tickets because my parents simply can't make up their minds about their schedule. C'mon, let's wait and watch the price of tickets soar because of increasing fuel surcharge! An unreasonable and unjustified increase. One question - what has the world become?

My opinion: an insatiable global appetite for the 'finer things in life'. But let it be known also that the 'finer things in life' has to be exclusive. If all crave and get them, where's the exclusivity? It's simply not possible. All will try to outdo each other in the materials stakes and all they'll end up with is a barren world. Otherwise, nothing.

Pity. The world could just remain as it was last year. No orec, lower inflation, cheaper fuel and food. Contentment is sought by all but in the process of finding it, contentment will forever be evasive. Simple logic - known to all but unachievable by most.

I know why natural disasters happen. it's nature's way of saying there's too bloody many people in the planet for me to feed, some MUST go. I appreciate the sacrifice and my heart goes out to those affected but also know that it's inevitable. Mother Nature will use her own means to sustain us for as long as she can. We should curb ourselves too, indulgence is unhealthy. Hello world, less babies please!

My brain works funnily. I had intended this post to centre around me me me! but i ended up blurting about general stuff. Funny brain but it works fine for me. I may complain but i still love you, brain!

Brain, now rest! Command the other cells to fall into inactivity too! but before that, make sure they set their alarms to wake up by 0745. Xy the being doesn't want to be late. The reward? Korean food for dinner tmrw and nice tanned skin!

Now SLEEP! (you're being held responsible, brain, for my performance tmrw)

All go unto one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again.
Ecc 3:20

How true.

Today started out well and ended badly. Again.

My US visa was approved ((: the counter guy interviewing me is from minnesota, minneapolis. Haha, the same place that I will be going for studies. (Good thing)
And the guard thought I was japanese (Haha - i'll say it's a good thing)

Next up was golf, course lesson. Played badly - swing was haywire, balls went left, shots were missed. (Bad thing)
Putting was well done though, most holes required only 2 putts to get in. (Quite good thing)
Went to the range to practice later. Balls were more towards the left although the last few shots were okay. (Neither good nor bad thing)

My dad asked me to drive around while he went to the pub. While reversing, I scratched the car beside me. (Very bad thing) I was so embarrassed, went to look for my dad to tell him. Found the owner of the car and he was nice about it. (Lucky thing)

But now I feel horrible - this is a bad thing. And I have to pay for the paint job - this is another bad thing.

But then again, shit happens (Murphy's Law - whatever can go wrong will go wrong). So I will continue to drive and be careful about it because who can prevent shit from happening?

So darned pissed today, TWICE!

once was the studio woman, she said the photo looked okay - NOT!
big fat liar!
this goes to show one cannot trust the words of an auntified person working at an unprofessional small shady photo studio.
she was so so sneaky, the first time she took, she showed me and i said i didn't like it so she took again. then for the second shot, she said it was alright and I TRUSTED HER. she lied, the photo turned out below par but i couldn't do anything about it because i paid before she printed and she shooed me out of her shop for 10 mins to print the photo. I was denied any knowledge of the photo. When i went to collect, i just glared at her and left.

Irritant No. 2
I was walking home from the kap busstop (*digress: took me arnd 25 mins tdy!) and was a quarterway across a zebra crossing when a darned cab tried to squeeze through. IT WAS A BLOODY 4 INCHES AWAY FROM MY LEFT KNEE when it halted!!! Like what the hell! can he not judge distance? the traffic rule also states that pedestrians have the right of way at zebra crossings!! Highly irritated, i just stood there glaring then i gave him the finger and walked away. This kind of cab drivers ought to have their licenses revoked in spite of the fact that their means of living depend upon it. The way they drive merely endangers people and may cause the family of other breadwinning pedestrians to suffer the same fate. Weighing the pros and the cons, I say aye in favour of ripping the license of the errant cabbies away. I In fact, they should have the same treatment. let's see how the cabby in THAT red cab likes it when I shatter his knee. Or maybe both knees, HARD. Fitting punishment? Absolutely ((:

The day was lovely had it not been for the two irritants I met. I'm definitely more annoyed by the one who endangered my life than the one who messed up my face. Watched made of honor and had carl's junior for dinner. the chilli? cheese fries was delightful and so was the company! cheers mate ((: the burger was polished off while watching skins season 2 ((:
piling on the calories was a bit okay as I hit the gym, swam and practiced golf today.

time for ZZZZ . got to be up by 9am tmrw . g'night y'all and I hope the red cab driver has a horrible everyday from now on!

since there's nothing to occupy my time now, i shall BLOG.

I like being occupied with something to do.
AND I do have things to do but I still find myself with free time.
What shall I learn/do next?

Work's out of XY's time equation because it's unflexible and boring.
How do people cope with nine to five jobs?
Those jobs are definitely the worst of the lot because they rob one of one's sensibilities. It's rote learning and doing. An absolute waste of time but necessary, I concede.

Let's move on to Xy's educational prospects then. *digressing* It's really unfamiliar for me to type so much. Sigh.
I'm leaning towards pre-med or international something. Something as in business or finance. I want to have money but I do not want to have a boring office job. I can understand my Dad now. I like his 'job'. Maybe I will become like him, jetsetting to play golf, leaving my kids home alone and letting my husband bring the yen/won/kroners/rupees/rupiah/pesos/dollars/ringgit/yuan/francs/pounds/euros (you get the point? international money!) home. Then again, the goal of my life is to achieve something for the benefit of someone (maybe myself). I refute the notion of me being a selfish brat; I just want to look back and truthfully say: I have had a good life, haven't I? (This rhetorical question will need no hesitation on my part, I want it to be a positive affirmation.)

I think I'm blabbing. Do you?
I think I'm making a muck out of this. Do you?
Attribute it to the months/years of non-blogging.

I should get out of here before I make more blunders. Adios and Buena Noches!

Hola!
Mi nombre es Xueyuan.
Soy Singaporeanse.
Soy soltera.

TRANSLATION:
Hi!
My name is Xueyuan.
I am Singaporean.
I am single.

I had my first Spanish lesson today.
It was pretty cool.
My teacher, Alehandra, is from Colombia and she has the most AMAZING eyes.
Her eyes are amber-ish. Ultimately cool.

Buenas noches!
Hasta luego.

WOW!
it's been a really long time since i came here to BLOG
hahaha!
well, what's up lately?
nothing much .
i dont't work but i don't slack either.
my life's just .. occupied!

just finished xy's schedule="" 2008=""
haha, it's actually till may. but i realised that it's actually quite packed, look!
ahha . yeah, well then . im off!
till a few months later ((:

My J1 form teacher: Xueyuan is an enthusiastic and vibrant member of the class. Her interactive nature and capacity to work well with others is a defined aspect of her character. She has to exert herself in a focused manner in pursuit of academic success.

My J2 form 'teacher': Xueyuan is extremely weak in her H2 subjects and is not performing in her H1 subjects as well. She needs to find the most effective way to catch up on what she does not know and close the knowledge gaps that exist as soon as possible.

Note the disparity!

not once is any observation about my character mentioned .
sure leads one to suspect if she does any social observations at all.
so lazy .
or does she merely judge a student from the academic point of view?
wow, that's SO SUPERFICIAL!

but it suits her hypocritical, smallminded nature .
ahh, i shld sign her up for zen lessons or sth so she can broaden her puny well-like perspective .

Let it be said that i'm no teacher-basher .
seiously, i have nothing against educators, honest .
just that some really get on my nerve a lot and i hate being treated with bias .
i believe in equality!

thunder and lightning and heavy rain, ahhh .
soothes and suits me now ((:

my beloved classmates!
top: sam , sinyee
middle: aanch, felicia, xich, shushu, xy, alicia
bottom: mich, cheryl

today was the last day of sch, yeah (:
last day to break rules, ahha .
hmm, honestly though it felt like a normal sch day ..
only now am i feeling overwhelmed ..

my form teacher is horrid . i shall post the nasty comments that was written for me when i get back my sch record/booklet/folder thing .
heh , left it behind .

A teacher is one with a passion for imparting knowledge to his/her students and is willing to take the time to understand one's students .
however, this totally doesn't describe my 'teacher' (if i can call you a teacher) .
i propose the erection of a code of honour for teachers, all who fail to comply ought not to be given second chances .
why ?
let's consider how many teachers really give their students a second chance?
(hmm .. ZERO!)
most just view mentioned student with a tainted view but some even go as far as to condemn the student .
all's fine with me , BUT evil teachers who jeopardise a student's future with unqualified and unsubstantiated and unjustified (you get my point) comments should really just be sent to the abbatoir .
their purpose there will be better appreciated , i'm sure . (i for one will)

i'm sad to say this leaves the student no way out but to exact justifiable vengeance .
this can come in the from of many legal ways, i'm glad to say .
however, the student more often than not has a conscience and an ultra-forgiving nature ..
will this student be? (that leaves to be seen)

darn .
i just absolutely love it when i get treated with bias, don't you? (:

in this vast world exists people who are exceptionally unique .
the generic kind (like nasty teachers) aren't worth mentioning .
their t-rex-sized brain is simply unable to comprehend that students are people and hence exceptionally unique too .
students ain't a generic bunch .
unique people offer differing views, have markedly dissimilar reactions and behaviours too .
sigh, can't the educators of teachers ingrain this into them?

lately i'm in the mood to blog !
ahha .
don't know why either .
just feel like it .
go with the moment !

took SAT tdy .
hmm .
the math portion sucked, i didn't complete like 8 qns out of 20 for a section .
ahh , gosh .
it's difficult, trust me . (or maybe my math really sucks)

watched nanny diaries after sat .
nice show .
documented a graduate finding her lease of life .
shld she go with the flow? or take time off to find her true calling?
*she did the latter . APPLAUSE!

sigh sigh .
the 'sincerity' of friendships . => highly questionable .
are people really satisfied with this kind of life ?
whr u simply go with the flow and not listen to your inner being ..
i know i aint .
shan't go with the flow .
the silent rebel reacts .
it's instinct and not action that defines the human psyche .
action can come from emulating people but the SOLE thing to trust will be instinct .
thus i end my philosophy for the day .

off to murder my brain cells with integration .
(*really hope some of my brain cells survive to make another intellectual post)

ha!
i've been away for such a long while .
sigh .

i can't wait to leave this place .
the past 2 years weren't fantastic .
they were pleasant but not awesomely remarkable, let's say they affirmed my decision to go overseas and proved that i'm not suited for the competitiveness and craftiness in jc .
totally .
invaders of the mind are the worst, present on the pretext of education impartation .
lies .

xy never wanted to lead a life of desolation but this is what she has been feeling lately .
she never asked for a change in form teacher but a change she got .
will this change ruin her life ? it highly may
does this suck? yes
is it unfair? absolutely
what can she do? grit her teeth and bear with it
in line with her nature? hell no

there are times xy just wants to not go school, but these serve as proof that the irritant is right, that i'm a no-good student .
and no way will she allow the microbe to mark her down again .

cheesesticks, i'll poke them into you .
windygloves, deliver flying punches .
poptarts, explode in the belly .
ha .

i'm a goofy goober!
you're a goofy goober
we're all goofy goobers!

Meal(s) of the day
- chicken briyani
- blueberry muffin
- green toasted bread thing
- 1/2 a chocolate muffin
- 1 green apple
- 4 fried wantons
- prima deli cheese waffle
- dinner (rice, japanese fish, sister's kimchi and taupok)
- 1 peeled orange
- 3 pcs of bak kwa

hAHAHA - satisfying food! ((=

My brother's 'waxing' with scotchtape!
hAHAHA - the pained look . super ultra hilarious!

ahhh!
hAHAHA .
haven't been blogging for a long loong looong loooong looooong while .

Orion appeared yesterday!
it's been a long while since i saw them .
hAHA , so many of them yesterday .
really amazing (:

Dec 5

Trg today - i was late ... AGAIN
SIGH .

me and lynette were the only girls - attendance overall wasn't full either .
trg was rather slack - but i felt accomplished .
*beams*
FINALLY made the 3:15 timing .

Lunch at subway with sam .
the rest weren't lunching and aanchal was a no-show!
tracy came then we went meet ali at BV mrt stn .
saw gladys at holland v too - hvn't seen her for quite a while

bridge and badminton at sam's club
super funny!
tracy still hasn't peeled off the plastic protector on her racket grip - hAHA!
and she was wondering why it was slippery ... uhvuihv

sam likes to use her elbows and shoulders to hit the ball back - fUNNY!
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sorry - got to finish the post another time . got stuff to do!

SOBS . -- the cries of the trees
i've used up approximately 198 sheets of tissue today .
why?
because im flu-ing .

UGH .
the feeling is horrible .


im not feeling fantastic .
i miss beijing and the people and rooms 784, 783, 881 at Holiday Inn Chang An West!
Add: 66 yongding rd, haidian district, beijing

i miss huawei bldg and my Li Bai shoes!!!!!
it's super nice - totally heartbroken tt i can't get it D;

i miss the chicken sausages for breakfast!
i miss the peach yoghurt and the crispy rice!
i miss the muffins with crispy tops!

BUT, i DONT miss the food for lunch and dinner .
i DONT miss quanjude's duck .
i miss the shuizhuyu (literally translated as water-cooked fish)
but it's actually fish in oil with lots and lots of peppercorns/dried chillies - DELICIOUS!

This is kind of dumb . Railings are there to prevent you from climbing over .. DUH!

see, sad life!

Insights and Reflections....
i totally think PW is an ultimate frittering-away of the chronology of XY's life .

So, this leads to the ultimatum.
WHAT IS THERE TO REFLECT OR GAIN INSIGHT ABOUT!?
utter nonsense!
the education system created a liar out of me .
if i wrote the truth regarding my 'insights and reflections' about pw, i'll FAIL.
SO, i CAN ONLY LIE if i want to pass/excel

Such facetious acts .
no wonder the businesses are thriving .
everyone's been taught to lie since young .
it's like the MODE OF SURVIVAL .

what a sad era i live in .
there's no such thing as justice because people do not live a LIfE, but a LIE!

1 meal a day!

im a VIP in the protein consumption business .
=P
hAHAHA!
go figure, anyway, it's darn easy .

<- EAT!

Xy's insight

2 lessons i learnt today

LESSON 1
-Always bide your time when browsing!
ugh . my sis bought the 30gb creative zen m:vision and it's cheap! and freebies were thrown in! it can record songs direct from the radio and the memory is darn huge . im freaking jealous! jealousy eats away . i chose come kingston stuff that has only 3gb????!!!!! memory .
*I'm a creative convert . was in the creative and ipod opposition party, but now i'll support creative! i learnt my lesson!

LESSON 2
-Banging people with bags sure is fUN! hAHAHA .

Xy's jealous jealouS jealoUS jealOUS jeaLOUS jeALOUS jEALOUS
nuts, i bought the kingston thing for like 10 mins and then i regretted! ohnutsnutsnuts!

Let's hope the blasted thing spoils and i can get the 60gb one soon . *crosses fingers*

my promos start on the 29th of sep and ends on the 6th of oct . LADIDA . i shall study .
mug mug mug!
MUG MUG MUG!
a glass will be nicer ...


hAHAHA . i'm off to sulk now .
pls take this jealousy and regret away!

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dROOL!
and eat your heart out!
hAHAHAHA!

090806 - encroaches . it'll be here in 5 days! hAPPY 41st bDAY Singapore . the world is PINK= rED + wHITE this is the hotcake whom i groomed to be a star!
He's called the hOTSTAR .
He loves mAPLE .
He has joined the ranks of his stellar counterparts, namely xyisthepinkmenace!

the day of deprivation!
!NOITAVIRPED

teachers are mEAN mEAN mEAN!
isolation in chem is non-conducive learning .
why is he doing this!
it's mEAN .
it's eVIL ,
it's nASTY!

uGH! hORRID .

i don't get pink slip to go home!
and i really wasn't feeling fantastic .
it's UNFAIR!

i have no basic human rights .
well, fine!
im an alien being alienated .
WOTEVER!


. dlrow ytsan siht ni elpoep ytsan

the fISH swims on Mos' table . it gets eATEN by XY . it swims in the HCl in a reddish-pink environment .

. yadot yzal yrev saw YX

xy went for interact yesterday morning .
it was very fun .
BUT the kids were very noisy .
they jumped on the child and ran all over the place .
they played pictionary and got very excited .
their prize was sweets and this made them happy .



!taht erongi
it sounds boring .

hMM, the mood to blog has dissipated because of the stupid LIZARD on the window!
gROSS underbelly . eeW .
uGH!

Yrgna!

elpoep diputs

iiepmop dn2 a edam sah em ni llew amgam
AHAHAHAh

. dlrow bard siht ni yltaerg serugif ytidiputs
sseniraerd fo yad rehtona ecaf ot deen eht

figures like the need for half-eaten cheesecakes to be trashed
figures like the dunces of the universal classrooms
figures like the cookie crumbs on the floor
figures like the never-ending apathetic rush of commuters
figures like the rude brush past you
figures like the hard shove your brother gives you
figures like the tinny squeal of rubber against gravel .

it figures , totally .

heart thumping at 1000 beats per min!

im eating dinner in the living room and looked up to see a cat!
scared the living nightlights out of me!

i thought i saw something ...
it looked at me so weirdly, like im some show animal at the zoo
i was super frightened!

then it ran away when i stood up, WHEW!
scary stuff!

lifeguard dudettes are awesome fUN!
hAHA, when walk walk for HUGE floats .
lifeguards at fUN! swim at your own risk!
went robinsons, john little, og but dont hv !

lynette went tiong bahru to get and le jing sings a LOT!
thanks lynette!

giam, i'll scan the neopreens by this fri!
sorry ah =P

oh man .
heart-wrenching!
brazil lost to ..gasp.. fRANCE!

barthez , u fool!
why why!
henry, behave!
dont anyhow score can?!

dARN, stop celebrating!
gERMANY, you're the one!
the chosen one to beat fRANCE!

the rEASON!
hAHAHA .
hAHA .
hA .

tALL people should play basketball instead .
go fight with yao ming better than fight portugese (=

hAHAHA .
england out .
peter crouch sucks .
it all went downhill when rooney got red-carded .
wasted!?

240606 12:58am
awW .
can someone inspire me to study?
i've done gp (the right word)!
hAHA, yea dudette!
nice start huh?
yea, nice .
gp on mon now then start!
im such a hardwoking dudette !
*pat my head (=
shucks - i cant stand myself!
why is XY so uninspired?
incomparable can!
i have attractive saliva!
the insects just love falling into my SBSP cup!
it doesn't feel like 1am . feels more like 10pm .
missing part of me!

i'm scared .
darn darn scared .

now's the 18th of june .
failed in my study attempts again . AGAIN!

xy is a freaking lazy wORMhead .

i've only got 8 days left to revise .
whAT!

xy, pls buck up.
pls love studying .





thank you .

oh gosh .
im crying!
in lieu of school .
i can't stand it anymore .

shucks .
just ate 1/2 a bar of cadbury's rum and raisin ..
BUT it doesn't make me hAPPY .
im darn sad now .

GP test tmrw, math on wed .
i can't freaking understand math !
i want go overseas study man .

:(

Day i took chem test . was sad, SUPER sad . i couldn't do nor complete the paper . oh no! on this day (060406-terrible thursday) , i was really depressed . i felt super dumb :( incompetent!

this was taken at ________. if you knw the ans, sHH .
my nicenice bRELLA after a walk in the rain! hAHA .
the basic building blocks!
bANANAhULA skirt . it's HIP!
Lastly, Squiddy! i drew him . hAHA . this one of the nicest!

yes! done by me . hAHAH

Got stabbed by pocky choc today .
gRR .
Uniform's dirty now .
hAHA .

went shopshop with mel!
she's tanner than me now!
gosh .
i'd better do something about it .
*mumbles mumbles*

hAD subway for 'tea' today .
it's healthy!
hAHA , so ya .

i snack way too much!
xy is weak-willed .
oh no!

ohya . i shall post the plateface pic later :P

- A nonsensical DAY -

im irritated!
im tired!
im lazy!( although i dont want to be :( ! )
and i got a pimple to top it off!

uGH .

i am so NOT in control of my body .
*sobs*
saddening huh?

brain to legs: go run
legs: alright
xy: no!

in lazy mode .

A zZZ brain cannot accomplish anything .
A RIP brain can never accomplish anything .

oh . i drew this today .

hAHAHA .

gosh . today's really boring .

ohya . and i took KI diagnostic test . hmm .

let's just say the test was interesting? yea :P

Heinz conundrum . wotever that means . (",)

hAHAHAHAHA . it's really boring .

look at what im doing . u'll knw im going nuts .

uGH :( uhm . no, definitely not good .

hELP . i want to live normally !

shucks . forgot intro .

alright .

Everyone, this is WORMY .

he's born of the bored creative gel from XY's brain on march 20, 2006 .

he's soft .

he's funny .

he has one tooth .

he has pink eyes .

he's quite nice .

See . those nasty emerald beetles should be BEJEWELLED .

I think they'll make nice pendants . hEE .

Insolent creatures! now, mR banana peel's angry! GRRR

I am proficient in both 华文 and english .

Animals in the zoo have live in nanoexistence .
People go there to gawk at them .
They have no visible reciprocal actions .

unlike me!
they CANNOT be proficient in both 华文和英文！


/ ___/ \___
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\ XY /
/ ^ / / \ \

*(It's a star in case you have nanoimagination)

Ok . New Member!
This is Mr Banana Peel . He's from Innova JC's fruit store!
hAHAHA .

Let me introduce to you, Mr Smiley Hotcake!
He was born on Dec 2, 2005 at 10:59 am at Beauty World MacDonalds .

this is Mr Bitten Smiley Taco . (Or Mr BST)!

hAHAHAHA .

hAHAHA .
today's the sunday in this entire year that i woke up this freaking late!
gosh!
hAHA .

The Reptilian Study

saw a pair of lizards playing catching on the tree .
maybe male chase female?
well yea, something like that .
Female ran up far away .
Male started doing 'pushups'? (looked like he was laughing in glee!)
woah .
after that, he did his pushup thing again but looked like he was banging his head against the tree!
ahhA . the spoils of rejection .

Female LIZARD power!
woohoo!
ok . out for lunch . :)

today's 9 march .
gosh .
haven't been blogging for super long .
hEE .
im at acjc now .
everyon'e saying the O1's more fun .
O2 only lasted for 2 days .
1st day all talks .
darn boring .
2nd day met the rest of my og mates .
played games .
pretty fun :)

uhm .
yup .
i hate polarbear dogs!

hi!
XY's back!

oh man .
hEE .
today's just darn funnily weirdly emotional highs and dips and swings.
am i making sense?
ok, fine, whatever!
i don't care!

hAHA .
well, today started off at causeway .
cold storage no stock!
ntuc bt panjang no stock!
stockless supermarts,
how nice!

the halalness of halal
1 . halal is defined as cannot touch pork .
then are my hands halal?

and in baking,
we are making losses!
ugh .
$10 as uniform price for 1 box of any cookies just cannot make it!
we're making losses!
be business-savvy ok?
remember, always be profitminded!

hmm .
people replace horses and 'gallop' around the 'track'(i have no idea what to call it)
hAHA .

This year X-country will be at turf city .
there got spectator stand and stuff .
think the competitors will feel damn weird.
*i'm kinda glad that i'm not going to run*
hEE .

A reminder to S'pore Pools,
NO betting allowed(strictly)!

hAHA .

i hate irresponsible cowardly supposed-to-be-postkeeping-but-went-to-slack people!
made me late .
made me broke .
ugh!

ahhA .
loved class.
today it was super funny.
who's red-blooded?
please acknowledge.

oh no .
dark chocolate making my digestive system overwork .
im going to shit chocolatey poo!

the answer's everyone!

ugh .
freaking raging battle in the right brain .
my brain cells are at war using sticks and stones!

my head super heavy nuts .
argh!
crappy man .

track was ok today .
uh, kinda fun?
yea .
distance was twice what we did on wed .
hAHA .
but at least got complete .
woohoo .
yuwen and i approached the VP to ask her not to lock the side gates so early.
they locked it like before 6?

crappy nuts .
went out thru the main entrance .
ground was super muddy .
someone said it was like KAMPUNG school!
i agree . ahhA .

darn climacool holey shoes let in all the mud and stuff .
my white and orange socks turned brown .
aww , YUCKY!

i hate hate HATE .

woohoo.
hAHA.
such a long time since i last blogged.
i think it has been (wot?) 3 months?

hAHA .
whatever.
anyway, the good thing is I"M BACK NOW!
so, don't miss me. (',')

like my skin?
nice ah?
manda did for me.
so sweet can!

hA . free therapy.
thanks girl.
be prepared to answer those questions can?
if you're reading this, i want those questions answered extensively.
Not just superficial dismissal.
can?


Mere Existence
I'm hindering you.
It's kind of like those shows where everyone mills around you, with a purpose, a destiny.
And where's mine?
It's like Lost in translation or something?
it kinda sucks actually.
Wastage, yes.

i need substantiation.
i am not two-dimensional.
i have matter.
i am not a flat being.

:.Little red rectangle lost in a sea of yellow spongel. :

this sucks .
i am going to boycott citycab (yellow) if i cannot recover my phone.
Irresponsible driver!
Should check if customers left stuff behind right?!
oh, and SB sucks!

aches man .
lost contact with my people.
aRGH!

i'm so pissed.
darn!

i hate it!
why!
why?
WHY!?

Darn customer-after-me,
you suck~you had better return me the numbers in my phone. keep the phone for all i care. just give me the numbers! el cheapo! fancy stealing a star's phone. may you remain like that all your life-an irate theiving baboon!May you be caught red-assed! this is your next-to-last warning. my patience is wearing thin, you'd better wise up.

Signed,
The Victim-who-hates-redasses-like-you

NATIONWIDE PLEA/APPEAL (neighbouring countries included)

To all, if you spot a red rectangle with a keypad with numbers 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 and 0, please return it to me. it has stickers of an ugly yellow sponge and a humongously cute pink star on the back. You will have my gratitude - serious! it's reward enough right?
also, pls spread this around. i want whoever who pocketed the phone to be shamed in this tiny little country. i will find you.

to people (dudes and dudettes), email me your no. i'm gonna back it up in my com. Let's hope there's no e-viral epidemic.

man.
i miss the quietness of sg!
the honking is still resounding outside.
shanghai is a super noisy place.
i mean like the shanghainese use their horns at every opportunity they get.
sickening can?
the traffic is horrid too.
people can't cross at zebra crossings, cars honk at them too.
at traffic lights, cars are so rude! they even honk at them(at me)!
i mean, it's legal crossing and all, right?
cars don't own the entire place.
SO RUDE!
on the way to the service apartment, i saw a decibel meter!
Serious!
Even the government has realised that shanghai is far too noisy.
Let's pray that this honking does not persist too much.

Today, i got very fed up and tsked everyone who 'offended' me.
i scolded the drivers for not being gracious enough to allow me to cross.
i scolded them too when they tried to take away my right of crossing at zebra crossings and traffic lights.
i scolded people who bumped into me and did not apologize.
i mean, an 'excuse me' very expensive ah?
no right!
A 'sorry' is also free!

And i'm generalising cos like the majority are all pretty rude.
it may be that they are used to this kind of behaviour.
and i'm not used to it.
but whatever it is, it is still rude.
my apologies to the POLITE shanghainese.

oh, another thing i detest.
people leaving their DNA on the ground.
i mean, don't need to leave your id everywhere la.
keep it with you, in your mouth can?

Town is not the only place to be.
So stop crowding it!

typical S mentality.
orchard rocks?
I know there are sales going on.
Sales are all over this nation, i hope you know that.
but seriously, honestly, there's no need to be in town everyday.
that's why the authorities introduced more ERp gantries-
to curb this herd mentality.

Forget the 'There's safety in numbers' theory.
It's not true.

Picture this.
Stadium crowded with people.
A fire breaks out.
People rush to exits.
-they go about this by playing 'Follow the Leader'
-*What If the Leader gets lost?

*The followers die in the flames too.
-during emergencies, no one is going to bother about you.
they'll save their own skins first.
you either escape (praise God!) or you get roasted(sad.) or you get trampled(aWw!)

so chances of being unscathed is only 1/3!


Will you agree it's definitely wiser to do something based on your own intuition and intellect?
i'm sure you do.

hmm .
Conducted a people expt on fri.
Entitled the "Smiles" Expt.
Results: Ultra-neg.
Horriblest.
DEpressing.
Not 1 stranger smiled back.
Why?
Why are Sporeans so unfriendly?
Or specifically CCk Sporeans.
weird huh?
Even the little ones didn't reciprocate my smiles.
Got me depressed a little.

I'm an Official Bubbler.
=)
My bubbles brought playground kids happiness(i hope) and fun!
i have done a good deed.

Cut my hair.
No kick this time
ain't fun

saw the moon this morn.
super huge.
super yellow
super nice

hmm, i'm craving for brownies now.
esp the secret recipe one.
so warm .
so gooey.
so chocolatey.

quit daydreaming!
start studying!
i shall start at 11.
but i'll prob procastinate.
that is wrong.
what happened to my titanium-willed determination?

ah.
ok i got to start soon .
i know that.
but it'll be later. ok?!
don't pressurize LA!

Life proceeds along at an unhurried pace, ignoring the pleas of the ticking clock.

Life surges ahead, robbing everyone of their precious youth, oblivious to the plaintive cries of vain coxcombs.

I feel that I have literary talent.
Hmm . Do you not agree?
hAHA .

Time is no indication of intelligence, experience is.

Ok. I have no idea what is up with my 'quotish' ways.
Eh .

I'm sick .
So..
What you waiting for?
Be sick!
I want company in my misery .
hAHA .
yes, you are absolutely right!
I am a tyrant.
Since, i demand you be sick, be sick!
Sickliness demands company.

Be sick!
Be sick!
Be sick!
Be sick!
Be sick!
Be sick!
Be sick!

Goal: 10 points and below for L1R5. Absolutely no exceptions. :)
Motivation: Patrick, Patrick and Patrick!

That's my aim .
Make no mistake about it.
There's an alternative to it though .
It will not come into revalation as yet and is just one of my back-up plans .

I can hear dull thuds within me.
Each thud brings forth closure of cells.
All pathogens, parasites, germs, viruses are officially barred.
The brain (central govt) has decreed so.
So, STAY OUT!
All trespassers will be prosecuted.
Troops of marching soldiers (leucocytes AKA phagocytes) are ready to do battle.
They are equipped with the latest technology (phagocytosis) to combat you.

hAHAHA .
You know what?
At this moment, I am feeling enriched with nutrients.
This aids growth and repair of all my cells, esp my brain cells.
It serves as an explanation for my intelligence, eh?

So many things to do and so little time .
uh , ok , I admit it is rather cliched.
hAHA .

Caught the lightning today .
So amazing.
I got the photos .
hA .
nice man !
Honestly, it was great.

I hate noises.
People should learn to appreciate the quiet splendour of silence.
I am serious.
There is pure noise pollution everywhere.
I hate it.
It is purely disgusting.
I accept soft noises but not Sounds Above 80 Decibels.
That is not acceptable.

Unbearable.
You know what?
I have so many things to blog about.
But, suddenly, I cannot remember what they are exactly and why i want to blog about them and .. (if i remember, which one to blog first).
Ah , one of it is about the accident i witnessed on Saturday.
Another one is do with nonsensical english gibberish (otherwise known as homework).
Some people are just too much .

I HATE PEOPLE LORDING OVER ME.
Do not give me too much homework .
Life is meant to be appreciated !

Aww . Great!
Don't you just love teachers?
I mean they way they bombard you with homework, demanding it to be handed in in such a short time, depriving you of sleep?
Yeah, it's so sweet of them.
I MUST learn to appreciate it.
Thanks ah !

Seriously, they're worse than bosses.
At least your boss will not 'brag' about your accomplishments to your parents.
See, teachers are SOO MUCH nicer.

*puking for the million zillion gazillionth time*
AwW, please, SPARE ME !

Some people are just so heartless.
Irksome can !
Horrid.

Here I am, being sleep-deprived, and there all you people are, SLEEPING!
Do you know how irritating it is?
WAKE UP, all of you .
I demand it.
If I cannot sleep, then neither can you.
esp those who put me in this predicament.
WAKE UP!

Prison: A place for the confinement of persons in lawful detention, especially persons convicted of crimes.

That's the treatment I received this afternoon.
But, it was UNLAWFUL DETENTION.
There was no cca for me.
But I was DEMANDED to go search for 2 unavailable(prob dead) people to verify it.
I attempted to do just that.
But, I could NOT find them.
Tell me, is there justice?

Like, is it my fault that I cannot find them?
Instead of sadistically gloating over the plight of students who cannnot leave school, make an attempt to HELP the student locate the teacher.
It is said that one should not bottle up one's problems.
Well, I mentioned my problems, which were shrugged off.
It is also said that teachers are here to help us.
Now, i have to SEVERELY DISAGREE with that statement.
How can the teachers help us when they are so helpless?
They live in a world of their own sick twisted imagination and dream of drowning and smothering students with tons of homework.
They delight at seeing the students struggling with their labourious load.
This is the undeveloped puny mind of the stupid.
They do not understand compassion.
In their little world, only bestiality subsists.
They seek to persecute all that they do not understand.
*Understandable. How could their spatial mentality permit them to accomodate such vast (ahem) information?

Still, this is no excuse to detain me in school.
It is downright criminal.
Deprived of freedom, I seek an alternate route to rid frustration.
It is unhealthy to bottle up these emotions.
Now, I see the connection between the rising number of people who require psychiatric and psychological treatment and this.
I'm sure all of you see why.
Impressionable young ones ... horrible teachers with inhumane qualities?
It's pretty obvious.
Inobvious only if you are one of them, hateful things.

Whatever happened to the once-just, once-humane society I once belonged to and lived in?
Did it vanish?
Was I stuck in a vacuum all this while, suspended in timeless spaces and the world just evolved leaving me dumbstruck?
No.
Plankton is at work.
He attempts to control the mind of teachers and force us to bend to his will.
I will not.
Never.
Patrick shall triumph.
AGAIN and AGAIN.

So, people, I'm hoping to justify my measures.
This is not a BIASED piece of eminent writing.
It is the nondiscriminatory truth.
I am hapless to change the ways of this world.
This is my gift to the next generation.
No, it is not a gift, I'm merely passing the current burdens onto the next batch.
Let's hope they will be promising people.
This shall go down in history.
Historians, pen up please.
Ok, you may begin.

I am no longer angry.
Instead, I see both sides of the coin and realise the plight of the teachers.
Thus, I try to not blame them.
I'm being fair.

I was caught in the rain.
Sad, I cried as it got bigger.
Big splats fell on me.
None of this would have happened had I been released earlier.
it is unfair.
But I am not complaining.
I am contemplating .. something.
It is best left unmentioned.
I shall know who is at fault should I grow up one of the twisted rejects, shunned by all.

I want them to know they have failed in their responsibilities.
I want them to bear this shame and regret.
And forever be unable to shrug it off.
Eyes will be looking and fingers pointing at the scum of society who brought the supporting pillar down .
And ruined the lives of many who could have been protected by this impartial discerning and perceptive individual with STARlike qualities.

Hmm .
How shall I phrase this?
Ok , fine, here it goes.
There 's as earthworm-y thing in the toilet.
But thing is, it's not moving.
So, it's really difficult to judge if it's real.

*Suspicions arising*
Who's the prankster?

Ok, truth is, I'm not sure about it either.
How could it have appeared in the toilet?
EA?
*(EA refers to Earthworm Airlines.)

hmmph .
i like binjai crest and chancery residences.
Pools!
Privacy!
Patrick!
People!
Playgrounds!
Patrick!

hAHA .
It's really nice .
Trust me on that .

What is it with homework anyway?
Why do the teachers keep giving?
What's their problem?

Time is precious
and not to be wasted on doing unrequited homework .
You don't see teachers appreciating the stuff i do .
And that's not just because they have no taste,
they are just jealous of my outstanding work .

My grievances have yet to be redressed though .
This is just a complaint, and an extremely short one.
But one should not air dirty laundry in public.
This I know, but i'm not the one with dirty laundry.
*ahems*

Is blogger down?they could not publish my majestic, highly sought-after #1 international bestselling entries.
dated March 17, 2005 at 11:37 PMBlog entry 2
Love gw.
This is a secret.
Same rule applies.
GW sells Patrick, Spongebob, Squidward and Sandy!
Awesome!
hAHA .
Saddening.
I was cashless.
I shall be a saver, not a splurger.
I shall go again asap.
Warning!No one is allowed to touch MY Patrick.
There's only 4 or so left.
Whoever touches him shall answer to my fist.
I am being very serious.
So, leave them alone.
_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-
dated 17 March 2005 at 12:32 AM Blog entry 3
This is something that can withstand the tumultous test of time.
The 'something' is my faith.
I trust .
I believe.
I commit.
I acknowledge.
I seek.
I understand.
I'm a little lost and confused.
But I refuse to be intimidated.
Instead my faith will guide me through this deep, dark, dangerous, monster-infested trench. And thus will I see the light again .
Thank you .




Today's svc was absolute funnies.
Hilarious, i tell you !
It was really enjoyable.
I learnt a lot.
It does not matter what people intend, it depends on how you perceive it.
There's training tomorrow.
Better get some shut-eye.
The same goes for all you Awakers out there.
SLEEP!
hAHA.

love gw.
there's this shop that sells patrick, spongebob, sandy and squidward!
i'm going to buy all 4 of them . (*they will be bought in the order listed above)
maybe i can find their houses too!

hAHA .
This is a warning.
No one is to buy Patrick from that shop .
Hmm, there's like only 4 left i think .
People, i've warned.
HANDS OFF !

love gw.
there's this shop that sells patrick, spongebob, sandy and squidward!
i'm going to buy all 4 of them . (*they will be bought in the order listed above)
maybe i can find their houses too!

hAHA .
This is a warning.
No one is to buy Patrick from that shop .
Hmm, there's like only 4 left i think .
People, i've warned.
HANDS OFF !

Mean and Mad

What is it with teachers and punctuality?
Why is it that they can release people(students) late and yet demand that students be on time for school ?
And if the student is late, he/she will get detention or some other from of punishment. BUT, the teachers can release pupils at their whim and yet not have anything done to them to let them realise their mistake.
I suggest that MOE dock the pay of teachers who do so. Teachers are NEVER hardworking, and if you meet one who is, THAT is a fcuking MIRACLE.
Hmm, so like for every minute they release the students late, dock a dollar or 50 cents.
Through this, they can understand the crux of their mistake.
And, that is ....... ....... ....... ....... ....... ....... .......

What! You even need me to tell you this?
*disgust evident*
Well, that is, they will realise that for the world to function, things should be fairer.
HOWEVER, nothing in this world is absolutely fair.
There is no perfection.
Thus, I do not expect everything to be VERY FAIR .
But, there should be an attempt to bring equilibrium to fairness.
And this can be accomplished by the abovementioned ways.
I do not deny there are other ways.
Feel free to voice your opinions with Mr Tharman S.
I dare say they will be appreciated.


hA .

why must this happen ?
FCUKING NONSENSE !


Blood fizzing with bubbles of absolute rage.
This absolutely sucks .
Why now, now of all times?
I hate it.
HATE HATE HATE !

*A thunderous look of disgust* flashed .
*Screaming bloody murder*
How is it possible?

Why?
Why?
Why?

Answer me!
Can someone please just answer me?!

ARGHH
ARGH

I am in a horrendous mood now.
Please avert your eyes.
And, please leave .
Don't intrude in on me.
Or, I shall wreak you too.

Yes, you're learning.
Once again, the big fat 'X' comes into use.
Use it, and wisely, by pressing it now.

guess what?
what?

March 17 is St Patrick's Day!
same day SBSP the movie comes out !
awesome eh ?
hAHA .
yea . i knw .
it's the ultimate .

blisterised .
and it's a big one too .

regrets regrets and more regrets!
awful decision .
serious regret that will leave me scarred !
awww .

hurr .
1. patrick
2. star
3. patrick star
4. bikini bottom
5. rock
6. patrick star
7. the pink menace

this is a secret .
leave if you ain't given the all-clear to be privy to this.
eavesdropping is illegal
and punishable by law .
so?
what you waiting for?
click the big 'X' at the top right hand corner.
good .
now , bye.
cya.
hAHA .

11 more days and counting !

how cool does this sound?
' XY passed her amaths '

hAHA . sadly, it isn't ....true.





ya right !
hAHA .
I'm kidding !
i MORE THAN PASSED !

failed geog and the teacher ought to be ashamed of himself instead of still being so autocratic .
what a coxcomb .
ugh . hA .
i have a thorough disliking for effeminate people .

vanity lies in the eyes of me!
yea, so whoever i say is vain is VAIN!

ah but i should hold my tongue because the reason i failed is because i did not finish studying .
so yea patrick star , stop pointing fingers at others and do a reality check and notice that you're only PARTIALLY (3%) WRONG.
hAHA , BLAME AWAY . you've got the right to do so .

the essence of today's entry is just to .. hmm.. let's see .
to brag?
nah .
to bitch ?
nah .
to proclaim the rights and wrongs?
close.
to justify my claims for righteousness for bad deeds done to me?
BINGO !

11 more days and counting !

how cool does this sound?
' XY passed her amaths '

hAHA . sadly, it isn't ....true.





ya right !
hAHA .
I'm kidding !
i MORE THAN PASSED !

failed geog and the teacher ought to be ashamed of himself instead of still being so autocratic .
what a coxcomb .
ugh . hA .
i have a thorough disliking for effeminate people .

vanity lies in the eyes of me!
yea, so whoever i say is vain is VAIN!

ah but i should hold my tongue because the reason i failed is because i did not finish studying .
so yea patrick star , stop pointing fingers at others and do a reality check and notice that you're only PARTIALLY (3%) WRONG.
hAHA , BLAME AWAY . you've got the right to do so .

the essence of today's entry is just to .. hmm.. let's see .
to brag?
nah .
to bitch ?
nah .
to proclaim the rights and wrongs?
close.
to justify my claims for righteousness for bad deeds done to me?
BINGO !

11 more days and counting !

how cool does this sound?
' XY passed her amaths '

hAHA . sadly, it isn't ....true.





ya right !
hAHA .
I'm kidding !
i MORE THAN PASSED !

failed geog and the teacher ought to be ashamed of himself instead of still being so autocratic .
what a coxcomb .
ugh . hA .
i have a thorough disliking for effeminate people .

vanity lies in the eyes of me!
yea, so whoever i say is vain is VAIN!

ah but i should hold my tongue because the reason i failed is because i did not finish studying .
so yea patrick star , stop pointing fingers at others and do a reality check and notice that you're only PARTIALLY (3%) WRONG.
hAHA , BLAME AWAY . you've got the right to do so .

the essence of today's entry is just to .. hmm.. let's see .
to brag?
nah .
to bitch ?
nah .
to proclaim the rights and wrongs?
close.
to justify my claims for righteousness for bad deeds done to me?
BINGO !

11 more days and counting !

how cool does this sound?
' XY passed her amaths '

hAHA . sadly, it isn't ....true.





ya right !
hAHA .
I'm kidding !
i MORE THAN PASSED !

failed geog and the teacher ought to be ashamed of himself instead of still being so autocratic .
what a coxcomb .
ugh . hA .
i have a thorough disliking for effeminate people .

vanity lies in the eyes of me!
yea, so whoever i say is vain is VAIN!

ah but i should hold my tongue because the reason i failed is because i did not finish studying .
so yea patrick star , stop pointing fingers at others and do a reality check and notice that you're only PARTIALLY (3%) WRONG.
hAHA , BLAME AWAY . you've got the right to do so .

the essence of today's entry is just to .. hmm.. let's see .
to brag?
nah .
to bitch ?
nah .
to proclaim the rights and wrongs?
close.
to justify my claims for righteousness for bad deeds done to me?
BINGO !