Wednesday, December 31, 2003

my parents are fucktards !!!! they don't let me go jan's party . i hate 'em . they don't even let me go out today . (trg excluded) . but they let my dambass sis go out . fucking crap ! damn . damn . this sux . first time spending new year's eve alone . SobS ! they're unfair . horriD . disgusting . and ought to be euthanised ! aRgH . fucking sch starting soon . all the fucked-up teachers hods principigs ! i hate u ! detestable faggots . uGh .




i need a fag right now . this sux . the whole world suX , ...... ...... ......

Monday, December 29, 2003

Dec 29

Coach say if all go early (645) on wed then he'll let us off early at 8 . hAHA . wasn't planning to go trg tt night but since it'll end early maybe i'll go . don't know if i can go the new year's eve party anot . momma say maybe . see first . maybe=no . sheesh . why can't parents ever make up their damned minds ? prob cos it's at jan's place . wtf . she's not that bad lo . she's nice to me and treats me better than the two of u combined ! aRgH . i hate my parents . hOrrid ! hAHA . maybe i'll sneak out and go . or go someone guaier place to celebrate new year's eve . anyone ? otherwise i'll have to stay home or attend dad's friend's party smth like that . almost every year also got . bAH . that will be boring or maybe i'll get to meet some nice and funkaye people at dad's friend's party . hOpefully . but i still want to go jan's place .

woke up at 3:03 . nice ah ? never go out today save for trg . thanks joyce for loaning me the cd . there's a new gal at trg . name's gwendoline . did i spell it right ? she's 11 . tt's p5 right ? or p6 . woteva . hAHA .

sheesh . i'm pissed now . can my parents make up their minds ! aRgH!!! fucktards .

Sunday, December 28, 2003

Dec 28

slept till 12+ or 1 . then momma say go warehouse . but go tiong eat first . then went warehouse cos bro needed his fins and they had arrived ! hAHA . bought 1 boardshorts . ONLY ! nowadays when go shopping always buy very little stuff . man , am i pathetic or wot ? then went gp's house . rot for a while then left . reached home 4 or 5 ? then abt 6 stefanie called . went out together for dinner . had dinner at marche . then walked about . talked . had some drinks then left for home . home now .

sat : cut my hair . but it's not the way i want it . sighs . *when can i ever get the perfect hair i desire ? have to wait till it grows longer before can go cut it till it's perfect . lol . hAHA . if only i could dye it now . if dye , it'll look nicer . school re-opening on the 5th . then in 8 days' time must dye back black . hOrrid ! i wish school will never start . hope the terrorists will take over the schools or better still , kill all teachers and principals . this way , we need not go to school cos we can't learn anything there .

i'm so depressed now . aRgH . my hair's nt perfect . it looks too butchy . man , i'm so vain . hAHA . well , now going to play gb . later folks .

Friday, December 26, 2003

Dec 26

went shopping at isetan . it was supposed to be a private sale for members . BAH . wth . there were so many people there lo . don't tell me 1/2 of s'pore's population all isetan memebers . crap . wanted to buy bottoms from mango but my momma ask me trry then i don't want such a fucking long queue at the fitting room . then she say don't buy . next time then buy . she'd better keep her promise . bought 1 adidas sweater and 1 camera ONLY ! lame right ? so crappy . i not going to this kind of rubbish sale anymore . but my momma bought more stuff la . she bought 1 bag 2 shoes a few dresses and blah blah blah . going to cut my hair tomorrow . and going TYR warehouse again . YAY! can buy more boardshorts . hAHA . fun !

recap of x'mas day
went gp's house for x'mas luncheon . reached home arnd 5+ ? then watched cartoons . then fell asleep . sorry ray . woke up at 8+ . did not go for ray's x'mas party . overslept . hAHA . sorry . so i stayed home at night . didn't go out at all . must cultivate the habit of acting guai and staying at home when school reopens . hAHA . dream on . gonna party like crazy on new year's eve ! hAHA .

very bored now . feel like going ***** now . hush !

Wednesday, December 24, 2003

Dec 24

reached home abt 4+ yesterday . got pushed into the pool ! and who was that bloody fucktard ? matthew the muddafucker . f*** u ! u suck man . hAHA . it's okyx . i don't blame u . the spirit of christmas is about giving .. and u gave me a push ! hAHA . cass , i look like a panda now . all your fault . your countdown to xmas eve party . hAHA . but it was fun la .

think i've gotten over it . well , it was fun while it lasted . yea , we're still friends .

to day is X'MAS EVE ! hAHA . tomorrow is christmas day ! nt really in the christmassy mood though . maybe it'll improve later . hAHA . hope so . meery X'mas EVE to ALL .

Tuesday, December 23, 2003

Dec 23

it's final . official . it's over between us . *to use her words*


so christmas party still on at her place . we're still friends . undecided about whether to go . if don't go she may think i'm avoiding her if go will be a wee bit embarassed . ohwells . decide later .

recap of the day .
went with my momma to office cos she say she going saloon . then she call up saloon to see if got a lot of people . no one answered . then she rmb that they today off . wth . waste my time for fun ! does she know that the holidays will be over soon ? must enjoy myself . then went over to my gp's house . my gp cut himself then my momma go buy antiseptic . 7-11 lousy store. doesn't stock antiseptic . so my momma and i went over to provision shops there and see . GOT! hAHA . then my momma bring the food that my gm cook home and then had dinner . then cass called . to remind me of her 'countdown to christmas eve party' . lame ! where got people count down to x'mas eve one ? hAHA . so i'm now at her house . blogging . maybe later play gunbound . hAHA . okyx .

yest recap .
was at great world . watched infernal affairs 3 . bro bear sold out . it was stupid to say the least . couldn't understand the story . it's like this person die then gt his tombstone and stuff then suddenly he nt dead . then another one got shot in the head(cop) then can still go catch the 'bad guys' . another one shot himself then in the end he was at this speakers shop . u tell me confusing anot ?

Sunday, December 21, 2003

Dec 22

quick blog . momma calling me go bathe .
recap:did not go for training . never wake up .
went out with my momma and daddy . Go TYR warehouse . SALE ! cool !
bought lotsa stuff . so happy . then went over to ikea . then dinner at tiong . somewhere there . tomorrow going great world .

stuff i bought
2 shirts
damn nice! damn funky !
1 suit
1 gogs
boardshorts .
nice !!!
momma spent close to 300 . hAHA . inclusive of my bros stuff also

Thursday, December 18, 2003

Dec 18

Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school.
Ergophobia- Fear of work.
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.
Scolionophobia- Fear of school.
Symmetrophobia- Fear of symmetry.


got all this from www.phobialist.com

going to cut my hair again on friday cos my momma on that day got dinner so she going to do her hair . didn't go out today . nt really anyway . went with my momma to office cos after that going gym together . think i saw thomas .. but not very sure . he seems to have shrunk . okyx . maybe it's not him at all . wanted to go gym cos i've found out i've grown fat . even my baggy jeans feel rather tight nowadays . gAwD ! currently i weigh 58 . must lose at least 3-4 kg ? aRgh . can't believe i'm so fat .


quarrelled with ray today . it might be the end of us . but i'm not apologizing cos i wasn't at fault ! though i might miss her a lot if she's not here in my life . i'm too stubborn for my own good . shan't say why or how the quarrel started . it's personal . lol .

.: sinking into quicksand-like depression :.

Monday, December 15, 2003

Dec 16

.:morn:.
still slping .

.:noon:.
went momma's office cos she bring me go eat lunch .

.:night:.
training was darne tough today . unc dennis got fired i think . yAy? not just yet . unc victor took over . woAh . scary . his training damn tough . then he there bragging about the medals melvin kelvin andrew henry blah blah won were all thanks to him . as if he contribute a lot like that . hAHA . no way man , u're a bimbotic 'purple' ! it's thanks to the efforts of unc mike and themselves .

my sis will be back on the first day of CNY . flight at 6+ in the morning . wAh . so early . tomorrow is tuesday ! hAHA . elated now . leeanne bought a prez for me ! she say she wed then give me . must go buy something for her too . :P

.: ANNOUNCEMENT :.

i like spongebob stuff .




*hint* christmas *hint*

hAHA .


feel like doing something crazy . sneak out of the house at 3 ? tt's lame . done before . besides now too tired . sneak into neighbour's house ? hmmm . interesting . can consider .

*hugs & kisses* .: ray :. *hugs & kisses* .: ray :. *hugs & kisses*
goodnight . sweet dreams . miss me ! hAHA . now chatting with ray . but mum nagging . will have to sleep soon .

Sunday, December 14, 2003

.:tHe more you study , tHe more you know , tHe more you know tHe more you forget . tHe more you forget the less you know . so wHy study ?
Dec 15

sis has left . her flight at 1215 . missing her now . i think . went airport just now to see her off .

.:morn:.
still not awake . woke up at 1157 .

.:aftnoon:.
uncle's house for lunch . started raining . mood dampened . didn't go to suntec . didn't go to liyun's party either cos' i didn't go church . so , home to play gunbound . my latest addiction .

.:night:.
left at 930 to send sis to airport . reached home abt 12 ? between 12-1230 .

*to ray*
sorry . but u know i hate going out on rainy days . another time ? miss u . take care .

Friday, December 12, 2003

Dec 13

sis going off on sunday . 12am . will i miss her ? don't know yet . but she'll be back in a month's time for chinese new year . nice . nice . farewell party tomorrow for her . i think i'll miss her .

.: ray , i love you . have no doubts :.

re-cap . went with my momma to her office . eat . came home to change into shoes . went towning . with ray and clique . so happy . she wore this nicenice shirt , guess what it said ? i shan't be posting it on my blog . hAHA . it was so sweet ! *delirious with joy* . hAHA . nth much to blog alrdy . oh ya , menses suck ! hate it !

Thursday, December 11, 2003

Dec 11

tired . tired . so tired . just came back from camp today . slept a few hours just now . i'm sick . i think . gt flu . sucks . but it was quite fun la . watched gladiator till 4+ yesterday at the camp . the fights were so cool . i love the part where the spokes of the carriage sliced the barbarian woman's body into half . nice . nice . hAHA . tomorrow blog again . going to continue playing gunbound and blog-read later .
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Saturday, December 06, 2003

The Completely Pointless Personality Quiz
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Are you Addicted to the Internet?

61%


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While you do get a bit of sleep every night and sometimes leave the house, you spend as much time as you can online. You usually have a browser, chat clients, server consoles, and your email on auto check open at all times. Phone? What's that? You plan your social events by contacting your friends online. Just be careful you don't get a repetitive wrist injury...




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so bored so bored , can practically feel myself fading off into non-existence . does anyone care ? no . sad truth but i accept my fate .

i'm so troubled now , but can't blurt out my problems here , for fear ... will see it .

man , quit hounding me . i'm troubled enough as it is . fuck off ! fuck off ! just go away ! now , between us , nothing is ever the same again . can't joke and laugh without some weird animosity in the air . eh , did i use the right word ? my emotions are in a whirl like a witch stirring her cauldron . mixing all my emotions , jumbling them up . shit , i feel like shit . i want to cry !
dec 6

having a bad-hair day today . feeling so crappy ! aRgH .

recap . 1-3 dec
very fun . but hardly had any sleep . hAHA . some parts very boring but others was fun . we had to walk !?!??! all the way to changi village just to eat . then walked all the way back . horrid ! but enjoyed being near the sea , quite fun . actually , we basically slacked thru all the activities . had training (B-O-R-I-N-G ) bowling eating 'jogging' blahblah . the fun-nest part was sneaking out in the middle of the night to changi airport . hAHA .

dec 4
andrea's b'day . lunch party at a place near somerset . then went far veast to buy my footwear . horrors of all horrors ! it wasn't there anymore . sucks can . i was suffering from severe depression ! i wanted that footwear so much ! depressing ! can cry ! then went esplanade . took pics . slacked about . damn tired . wanted to go home sleep . eventually went home but after eating , damn hyper . hAHA . stupid right ?