hate my life
darned shittified fucked-up life
wot the hell is wrong ?
depression setting it .
choco bing .
welcomed .
parents taken over by creatures of the unknown .
the nether world .
they biased , unfit to be parents !
my 'mum' won't let me out till i packed my room .
if so , no logic to let my bro go out either , right ?
horrors of all horrors , she let him out when his room is so much more messier then mine ! wot in the world is wrong with her ?
emotions sliding down . happiness .. gone .. down the slide .
bliss
peace
love
care & concern
hate
rage
bitterness
freedom
terror
fear
laughter
blood-thirstiness
heartlessness
all slid down the slide .
numb . no emotions flooding through my entire being . it's all gone .
in my next life , i want to be a rhinoceros , free to roam . ramming poachers with my sharp , lethal horn . them bleeding to death , stark face , still half in shock , pallid features .
Friday, November 28, 2003
A 7 days late blog . hAHA .
saw a pair of cool footwear at far east . dying to have it . and it only cost like $9.90 ? it's practically screaming MUST-HAVE in my ears noW ! i'm in love with it . but must persuade momma to let me have it . she's grumbling about the huge amount i spent during the hols . bought my hair extensions alrdy . c-o-o-l c-o-o-l c-o-o-l ! a lil difficulty attaching it though . love the purple a lot ! but the white is alright . gwen stood me up . u owe me one gurlfriend . lucky u told me not to wait for you or else i would get MAD , REAL MAD . hAHA .
slept till 1+ today . ate . showered . while showering , it started to pour , ruined my day . can't go out . ArGh . stayed at home and slacked . watched tv . played . read . abt 6+ , left for training . momma wasn't free so she called uncle to send us there . he bought macs foodies and drinks . then we went to jcc . hAHA . good huh ?
dec 1 start of swimming camp ! it's gonna be damned fun , save for the trg part . arGh .
dec 9 . maybe going for church camp . don't know yet .
dec ? . going holiday . maybe see my sister off to beijing ? she's gonna stay there for a year 1/2 . hAHA . cool !
mailbox is flooded . no mood to check it . hey people , try not to flood my mailbox ya ? thanks a million ! love ya !
saw a pair of cool footwear at far east . dying to have it . and it only cost like $9.90 ? it's practically screaming MUST-HAVE in my ears noW ! i'm in love with it . but must persuade momma to let me have it . she's grumbling about the huge amount i spent during the hols . bought my hair extensions alrdy . c-o-o-l c-o-o-l c-o-o-l ! a lil difficulty attaching it though . love the purple a lot ! but the white is alright . gwen stood me up . u owe me one gurlfriend . lucky u told me not to wait for you or else i would get MAD , REAL MAD . hAHA .
slept till 1+ today . ate . showered . while showering , it started to pour , ruined my day . can't go out . ArGh . stayed at home and slacked . watched tv . played . read . abt 6+ , left for training . momma wasn't free so she called uncle to send us there . he bought macs foodies and drinks . then we went to jcc . hAHA . good huh ?
dec 1 start of swimming camp ! it's gonna be damned fun , save for the trg part . arGh .
dec 9 . maybe going for church camp . don't know yet .
dec ? . going holiday . maybe see my sister off to beijing ? she's gonna stay there for a year 1/2 . hAHA . cool !
mailbox is flooded . no mood to check it . hey people , try not to flood my mailbox ya ? thanks a million ! love ya !
Friday, November 21, 2003
i'm so happy ! finally k now where got sell hair extensions . yay ! hAHA . ya . i going bonkers over it . hAHA . next week go buy . hAHA . i'm elated .
later going to church but if there's no one to send me there , maybe i won't go at all . eh . DON'T KNOW . LAZY TO TAKE BUS . MUST HAVE PEOPLE SEND . =)
woke up at 11 46 . haven't eaten then played gunbound . darn stupid , they keep on saying communication error . BLAH . stupid . got pissed off and not going to play it until it's fine again .
bored now . bro has gone to collect his results . wonder how badly/well he's done . ah wells , he say he will msg me his results . steph also taking results today . nervy . scared . guess all p6s are . well , good luck ! don't worry about it man !
later going to church but if there's no one to send me there , maybe i won't go at all . eh . DON'T KNOW . LAZY TO TAKE BUS . MUST HAVE PEOPLE SEND . =)
woke up at 11 46 . haven't eaten then played gunbound . darn stupid , they keep on saying communication error . BLAH . stupid . got pissed off and not going to play it until it's fine again .
bored now . bro has gone to collect his results . wonder how badly/well he's done . ah wells , he say he will msg me his results . steph also taking results today . nervy . scared . guess all p6s are . well , good luck ! don't worry about it man !
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
i'm decomposed . rotten . maggot-haven .
my mum thinks i'm a lesbian and the worse thing is i don't like the girl that she thinks i'm with . wtf . i admit that i currently like girls but not all of them . my standard very high one !! :P
maybe she's a lesbian , and she likes me ! gosh . that'll be THE-DAY huh ? eeeW . no ! i don't like her and that's final . just a few dates and a few calls makes her my 'girlfriend' ? not so easy man .
oh wells . shall not bother , if my momma thinks i'm a lesbian so be it . but i'm not les at all , i'm a bi .
got home at 9.30 today . sorta early . just now installed gunbound . game looks cute AND my bros have gone ga-ga over it . cool game huh ?
. : recap : .
up at 10 .
went with my momma to her walkplace .
used my sis account play her neopet stuff . ( childish ya ? nth to do . no choice )
went to fetch bros .
lunch at some place in hillview . weird place , if u ask me .
home .
went out with ...
called momma .
she fetched me .
home at 9.30
now bored . feels half-dead . fatigued . exhausted .
shall be going church on saturday . think i promised liyun to . did i or did i not ? can't remember and can't be bothered to . shall go renew my spiritual relationship . inner soul . blah . hope it will be fun .
currently , no plans for tomorrow . sunday maybe going trim my hair cos' momma got dinner and must make herself 'glam' . hAHA . well , lazy to blog already . yas , i have not been blogging lately . lazy to blog . hAHA . wells , bye . cya .
my mum thinks i'm a lesbian and the worse thing is i don't like the girl that she thinks i'm with . wtf . i admit that i currently like girls but not all of them . my standard very high one !! :P
maybe she's a lesbian , and she likes me ! gosh . that'll be THE-DAY huh ? eeeW . no ! i don't like her and that's final . just a few dates and a few calls makes her my 'girlfriend' ? not so easy man .
oh wells . shall not bother , if my momma thinks i'm a lesbian so be it . but i'm not les at all , i'm a bi .
got home at 9.30 today . sorta early . just now installed gunbound . game looks cute AND my bros have gone ga-ga over it . cool game huh ?
. : recap : .
up at 10 .
went with my momma to her walkplace .
used my sis account play her neopet stuff . ( childish ya ? nth to do . no choice )
went to fetch bros .
lunch at some place in hillview . weird place , if u ask me .
home .
went out with ...
called momma .
she fetched me .
home at 9.30
now bored . feels half-dead . fatigued . exhausted .
shall be going church on saturday . think i promised liyun to . did i or did i not ? can't remember and can't be bothered to . shall go renew my spiritual relationship . inner soul . blah . hope it will be fun .
currently , no plans for tomorrow . sunday maybe going trim my hair cos' momma got dinner and must make herself 'glam' . hAHA . well , lazy to blog already . yas , i have not been blogging lately . lazy to blog . hAHA . wells , bye . cya .
Sunday, November 16, 2003
have not been blogging lately . reached home about an hour+ ago . been pretty busy lately . pretty much out everyday . now using my bro's com to blog . lazy to climb up those dratted stairs to the attic . went shopping just now . bought 2 boardshorts and 2 tees . wanted to go expo hall 1 to see the body exhibitions thing . it looks damn funky and fun ! i want to go !
fast recap of fri and yest .
.: fri :.
went for dinner than training . training was pretty boring . nothing new . the usual crap .
.: sat :.
went driving range , hit a few balls . now muscle ache . damn ! after an hour or 2 , hit the showers . the hong bros were there . they pretty lame . they had gone over to sasa clementi to train . and i think unc dennis don't like them . played pool and had dinner at the jap place .
.: today :.
woke up at 750 ? reached pool at 825 . trained for 35 mins ? then went to play polo . then had tuition . home . slept a while . left at 5 . reached home . and blahblah . here i am !
life is pretty much at a standstill at the mo . i'm so damned bored ! shall go out with parents more often , they always pick up the tab . funky man ! momma nagging . gotta go bathe already . sheesh !
fast recap of fri and yest .
.: fri :.
went for dinner than training . training was pretty boring . nothing new . the usual crap .
.: sat :.
went driving range , hit a few balls . now muscle ache . damn ! after an hour or 2 , hit the showers . the hong bros were there . they pretty lame . they had gone over to sasa clementi to train . and i think unc dennis don't like them . played pool and had dinner at the jap place .
.: today :.
woke up at 750 ? reached pool at 825 . trained for 35 mins ? then went to play polo . then had tuition . home . slept a while . left at 5 . reached home . and blahblah . here i am !
life is pretty much at a standstill at the mo . i'm so damned bored ! shall go out with parents more often , they always pick up the tab . funky man ! momma nagging . gotta go bathe already . sheesh !
Monday, November 10, 2003
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oh wells . haven't been blogging lately . sorry man . not busy is lazy to blog . haven't been out of the house much . all thanks to the stupid flu fever cough bugger flitting around and infect me . damn you ! hate you too ! but i shall overcome you and i have ! hAHA . now only left cough . hAHA .
.: special thanks :.
shufen and cassandra . thanks for the lovely get-well kit . so nice ! oh ya , where did u buy those chocs ? damn yummy ! buy more for me k ? cos' i'm still *sick* . thanks ! love you gals !
my life has been super boring lately . and the blasted rain dampens my day even more . planning to go out at 3 to meet sandra and co. but it rained ! dammit ! so sorry ! but you know i hate going out on rainy days . if only we'd arranged to meet earlier . . . sad . i'm sorry ah ! wed or thurs k ? i think wed better . hey sandra , be home by 11 k ? will be calling you around there .
tomorrow going out with gladys to buy her mum's present i think or is it her sis ? she called andrea and sinyee and yolkwhye along also i think .
hmmm . fri and sat no activities planned . hmmm . maybe go tanning on sat . i'm becoming white , very long never go training already . ArGh .
.: birthdays :.
happy birthday to .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . RAEANNE !
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to raeannne
happy birthday to YOU !
sorry maybe not going training today and i haven't got you a preesent ! . so sorry k ?
i'm so bored now . can someone entertain me ?
.: special thanks :.
shufen and cassandra . thanks for the lovely get-well kit . so nice ! oh ya , where did u buy those chocs ? damn yummy ! buy more for me k ? cos' i'm still *sick* . thanks ! love you gals !
my life has been super boring lately . and the blasted rain dampens my day even more . planning to go out at 3 to meet sandra and co. but it rained ! dammit ! so sorry ! but you know i hate going out on rainy days . if only we'd arranged to meet earlier . . . sad . i'm sorry ah ! wed or thurs k ? i think wed better . hey sandra , be home by 11 k ? will be calling you around there .
tomorrow going out with gladys to buy her mum's present i think or is it her sis ? she called andrea and sinyee and yolkwhye along also i think .
hmmm . fri and sat no activities planned . hmmm . maybe go tanning on sat . i'm becoming white , very long never go training already . ArGh .
.: birthdays :.
happy birthday to .. . .. . .. . .. . .. . RAEANNE !
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to raeannne
happy birthday to YOU !
sorry maybe not going training today and i haven't got you a preesent ! . so sorry k ?
i'm so bored now . can someone entertain me ?
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
.: wracked with spasms :.
bloody hell . had a fucking fever today . highest temperature was 39 . hot . hot . hot . at first was only a sorethroat then my mum say don't go out , stay at home better . so i msged ian and told him cannot meet today . then in the afternoon , it became a full-fledged fever . so tired and so hot . then mama came home and brought me to the doctor . then the usual stuff , blahblahblah . aft medicine , watched PCK and Punk'D . so funny and very lame .
if fever by tomorrow subside , then can go play bowling ! WHEE ! hAHA . so fun . today was uneventful . nothing much happened .
.: Apologies :.
sorry adeline , for bitching at you . but you called at a time when i was very pissed and the stupid fever making me all delirious and i talked crap . sorry ! don't be offended okay ? (if you're reading this)
bloody hell . had a fucking fever today . highest temperature was 39 . hot . hot . hot . at first was only a sorethroat then my mum say don't go out , stay at home better . so i msged ian and told him cannot meet today . then in the afternoon , it became a full-fledged fever . so tired and so hot . then mama came home and brought me to the doctor . then the usual stuff , blahblahblah . aft medicine , watched PCK and Punk'D . so funny and very lame .
if fever by tomorrow subside , then can go play bowling ! WHEE ! hAHA . so fun . today was uneventful . nothing much happened .
.: Apologies :.
sorry adeline , for bitching at you . but you called at a time when i was very pissed and the stupid fever making me all delirious and i talked crap . sorry ! don't be offended okay ? (if you're reading this)
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