my parents are fucktards !!!! they don't let me go jan's party . i hate 'em . they don't even let me go out today . (trg excluded) . but they let my dambass sis go out . fucking crap ! damn . damn . this sux . first time spending new year's eve alone . SobS ! they're unfair . horriD . disgusting . and ought to be euthanised ! aRgH . fucking sch starting soon . all the fucked-up teachers hods principigs ! i hate u ! detestable faggots . uGh .




i need a fag right now . this sux . the whole world suX , ...... ...... ......

Dec 29

Coach say if all go early (645) on wed then he'll let us off early at 8 . hAHA . wasn't planning to go trg tt night but since it'll end early maybe i'll go . don't know if i can go the new year's eve party anot . momma say maybe . see first . maybe=no . sheesh . why can't parents ever make up their damned minds ? prob cos it's at jan's place . wtf . she's not that bad lo . she's nice to me and treats me better than the two of u combined ! aRgH . i hate my parents . hOrrid ! hAHA . maybe i'll sneak out and go . or go someone guaier place to celebrate new year's eve . anyone ? otherwise i'll have to stay home or attend dad's friend's party smth like that . almost every year also got . bAH . that will be boring or maybe i'll get to meet some nice and funkaye people at dad's friend's party . hOpefully . but i still want to go jan's place .

woke up at 3:03 . nice ah ? never go out today save for trg . thanks joyce for loaning me the cd . there's a new gal at trg . name's gwendoline . did i spell it right ? she's 11 . tt's p5 right ? or p6 . woteva . hAHA .

sheesh . i'm pissed now . can my parents make up their minds ! aRgH!!! fucktards .

Dec 28

slept till 12+ or 1 . then momma say go warehouse . but go tiong eat first . then went warehouse cos bro needed his fins and they had arrived ! hAHA . bought 1 boardshorts . ONLY ! nowadays when go shopping always buy very little stuff . man , am i pathetic or wot ? then went gp's house . rot for a while then left . reached home 4 or 5 ? then abt 6 stefanie called . went out together for dinner . had dinner at marche . then walked about . talked . had some drinks then left for home . home now .

sat : cut my hair . but it's not the way i want it . sighs . *when can i ever get the perfect hair i desire ? have to wait till it grows longer before can go cut it till it's perfect . lol . hAHA . if only i could dye it now . if dye , it'll look nicer . school re-opening on the 5th . then in 8 days' time must dye back black . hOrrid ! i wish school will never start . hope the terrorists will take over the schools or better still , kill all teachers and principals . this way , we need not go to school cos we can't learn anything there .

i'm so depressed now . aRgH . my hair's nt perfect . it looks too butchy . man , i'm so vain . hAHA . well , now going to play gb . later folks .

Dec 26

went shopping at isetan . it was supposed to be a private sale for members . BAH . wth . there were so many people there lo . don't tell me 1/2 of s'pore's population all isetan memebers . crap . wanted to buy bottoms from mango but my momma ask me trry then i don't want such a fucking long queue at the fitting room . then she say don't buy . next time then buy . she'd better keep her promise . bought 1 adidas sweater and 1 camera ONLY ! lame right ? so crappy . i not going to this kind of rubbish sale anymore . but my momma bought more stuff la . she bought 1 bag 2 shoes a few dresses and blah blah blah . going to cut my hair tomorrow . and going TYR warehouse again . YAY! can buy more boardshorts . hAHA . fun !

recap of x'mas day
went gp's house for x'mas luncheon . reached home arnd 5+ ? then watched cartoons . then fell asleep . sorry ray . woke up at 8+ . did not go for ray's x'mas party . overslept . hAHA . sorry . so i stayed home at night . didn't go out at all . must cultivate the habit of acting guai and staying at home when school reopens . hAHA . dream on . gonna party like crazy on new year's eve ! hAHA .

very bored now . feel like going ***** now . hush !

Dec 24

reached home abt 4+ yesterday . got pushed into the pool ! and who was that bloody fucktard ? matthew the muddafucker . f*** u ! u suck man . hAHA . it's okyx . i don't blame u . the spirit of christmas is about giving .. and u gave me a push ! hAHA . cass , i look like a panda now . all your fault . your countdown to xmas eve party . hAHA . but it was fun la .

think i've gotten over it . well , it was fun while it lasted . yea , we're still friends .

to day is X'MAS EVE ! hAHA . tomorrow is christmas day ! nt really in the christmassy mood though . maybe it'll improve later . hAHA . hope so . meery X'mas EVE to ALL .

Dec 23

it's final . official . it's over between us . *to use her words*


so christmas party still on at her place . we're still friends . undecided about whether to go . if don't go she may think i'm avoiding her if go will be a wee bit embarassed . ohwells . decide later .

recap of the day .
went with my momma to office cos she say she going saloon . then she call up saloon to see if got a lot of people . no one answered . then she rmb that they today off . wth . waste my time for fun ! does she know that the holidays will be over soon ? must enjoy myself . then went over to my gp's house . my gp cut himself then my momma go buy antiseptic . 7-11 lousy store. doesn't stock antiseptic . so my momma and i went over to provision shops there and see . GOT! hAHA . then my momma bring the food that my gm cook home and then had dinner . then cass called . to remind me of her 'countdown to christmas eve party' . lame ! where got people count down to x'mas eve one ? hAHA . so i'm now at her house . blogging . maybe later play gunbound . hAHA . okyx .

yest recap .
was at great world . watched infernal affairs 3 . bro bear sold out . it was stupid to say the least . couldn't understand the story . it's like this person die then gt his tombstone and stuff then suddenly he nt dead . then another one got shot in the head(cop) then can still go catch the 'bad guys' . another one shot himself then in the end he was at this speakers shop . u tell me confusing anot ?

Dec 22

quick blog . momma calling me go bathe .
recap:did not go for training . never wake up .
went out with my momma and daddy . Go TYR warehouse . SALE ! cool !
bought lotsa stuff . so happy . then went over to ikea . then dinner at tiong . somewhere there . tomorrow going great world .

stuff i bought
2 shirts
damn nice! damn funky !
1 suit
1 gogs
boardshorts .
nice !!!
momma spent close to 300 . hAHA . inclusive of my bros stuff also

Dec 18

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going to cut my hair again on friday cos my momma on that day got dinner so she going to do her hair . didn't go out today . nt really anyway . went with my momma to office cos after that going gym together . think i saw thomas .. but not very sure . he seems to have shrunk . okyx . maybe it's not him at all . wanted to go gym cos i've found out i've grown fat . even my baggy jeans feel rather tight nowadays . gAwD ! currently i weigh 58 . must lose at least 3-4 kg ? aRgh . can't believe i'm so fat .


quarrelled with ray today . it might be the end of us . but i'm not apologizing cos i wasn't at fault ! though i might miss her a lot if she's not here in my life . i'm too stubborn for my own good . shan't say why or how the quarrel started . it's personal . lol .

.: sinking into quicksand-like depression :.

Dec 16

.:morn:.
still slping .

.:noon:.
went momma's office cos she bring me go eat lunch .

.:night:.
training was darne tough today . unc dennis got fired i think . yAy? not just yet . unc victor took over . woAh . scary . his training damn tough . then he there bragging about the medals melvin kelvin andrew henry blah blah won were all thanks to him . as if he contribute a lot like that . hAHA . no way man , u're a bimbotic 'purple' ! it's thanks to the efforts of unc mike and themselves .

my sis will be back on the first day of CNY . flight at 6+ in the morning . wAh . so early . tomorrow is tuesday ! hAHA . elated now . leeanne bought a prez for me ! she say she wed then give me . must go buy something for her too . :P

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hAHA .


feel like doing something crazy . sneak out of the house at 3 ? tt's lame . done before . besides now too tired . sneak into neighbour's house ? hmmm . interesting . can consider .

*hugs & kisses* .: ray :. *hugs & kisses* .: ray :. *hugs & kisses*
goodnight . sweet dreams . miss me ! hAHA . now chatting with ray . but mum nagging . will have to sleep soon .

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Dec 15

sis has left . her flight at 1215 . missing her now . i think . went airport just now to see her off .

.:morn:.
still not awake . woke up at 1157 .

.:aftnoon:.
uncle's house for lunch . started raining . mood dampened . didn't go to suntec . didn't go to liyun's party either cos' i didn't go church . so , home to play gunbound . my latest addiction .

.:night:.
left at 930 to send sis to airport . reached home abt 12 ? between 12-1230 .

*to ray*
sorry . but u know i hate going out on rainy days . another time ? miss u . take care .

Dec 13

sis going off on sunday . 12am . will i miss her ? don't know yet . but she'll be back in a month's time for chinese new year . nice . nice . farewell party tomorrow for her . i think i'll miss her .

.: ray , i love you . have no doubts :.

re-cap . went with my momma to her office . eat . came home to change into shoes . went towning . with ray and clique . so happy . she wore this nicenice shirt , guess what it said ? i shan't be posting it on my blog . hAHA . it was so sweet ! *delirious with joy* . hAHA . nth much to blog alrdy . oh ya , menses suck ! hate it !

Dec 11

tired . tired . so tired . just came back from camp today . slept a few hours just now . i'm sick . i think . gt flu . sucks . but it was quite fun la . watched gladiator till 4+ yesterday at the camp . the fights were so cool . i love the part where the spokes of the carriage sliced the barbarian woman's body into half . nice . nice . hAHA . tomorrow blog again . going to continue playing gunbound and blog-read later .

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so bored so bored , can practically feel myself fading off into non-existence . does anyone care ? no . sad truth but i accept my fate .

i'm so troubled now , but can't blurt out my problems here , for fear ... will see it .

man , quit hounding me . i'm troubled enough as it is . fuck off ! fuck off ! just go away ! now , between us , nothing is ever the same again . can't joke and laugh without some weird animosity in the air . eh , did i use the right word ? my emotions are in a whirl like a witch stirring her cauldron . mixing all my emotions , jumbling them up . shit , i feel like shit . i want to cry !

dec 6

having a bad-hair day today . feeling so crappy ! aRgH .

recap . 1-3 dec
very fun . but hardly had any sleep . hAHA . some parts very boring but others was fun . we had to walk !?!??! all the way to changi village just to eat . then walked all the way back . horrid ! but enjoyed being near the sea , quite fun . actually , we basically slacked thru all the activities . had training (B-O-R-I-N-G ) bowling eating 'jogging' blahblah . the fun-nest part was sneaking out in the middle of the night to changi airport . hAHA .

dec 4
andrea's b'day . lunch party at a place near somerset . then went far veast to buy my footwear . horrors of all horrors ! it wasn't there anymore . sucks can . i was suffering from severe depression ! i wanted that footwear so much ! depressing ! can cry ! then went esplanade . took pics . slacked about . damn tired . wanted to go home sleep . eventually went home but after eating , damn hyper . hAHA . stupid right ?

hate my life
darned shittified fucked-up life
wot the hell is wrong ?
depression setting it .
choco bing .
welcomed .
parents taken over by creatures of the unknown .
the nether world .
they biased , unfit to be parents !
my 'mum' won't let me out till i packed my room .
if so , no logic to let my bro go out either , right ?
horrors of all horrors , she let him out when his room is so much more messier then mine ! wot in the world is wrong with her ?

emotions sliding down . happiness .. gone .. down the slide .
bliss
peace
love
care & concern
hate
rage
bitterness
freedom
terror
fear
laughter
blood-thirstiness
heartlessness

all slid down the slide .

numb . no emotions flooding through my entire being . it's all gone .











in my next life , i want to be a rhinoceros , free to roam . ramming poachers with my sharp , lethal horn . them bleeding to death , stark face , still half in shock , pallid features .

A 7 days late blog . hAHA .

saw a pair of cool footwear at far east . dying to have it . and it only cost like $9.90 ? it's practically screaming MUST-HAVE in my ears noW ! i'm in love with it . but must persuade momma to let me have it . she's grumbling about the huge amount i spent during the hols . bought my hair extensions alrdy . c-o-o-l c-o-o-l c-o-o-l ! a lil difficulty attaching it though . love the purple a lot ! but the white is alright . gwen stood me up . u owe me one gurlfriend . lucky u told me not to wait for you or else i would get MAD , REAL MAD . hAHA .

slept till 1+ today . ate . showered . while showering , it started to pour , ruined my day . can't go out . ArGh . stayed at home and slacked . watched tv . played . read . abt 6+ , left for training . momma wasn't free so she called uncle to send us there . he bought macs foodies and drinks . then we went to jcc . hAHA . good huh ?

dec 1 start of swimming camp ! it's gonna be damned fun , save for the trg part . arGh .
dec 9 . maybe going for church camp . don't know yet .
dec ? . going holiday . maybe see my sister off to beijing ? she's gonna stay there for a year 1/2 . hAHA . cool !

mailbox is flooded . no mood to check it . hey people , try not to flood my mailbox ya ? thanks a million ! love ya !

friendster sux . can't add friends . they say e-mail adrress not available or some other crap like that . i'm pissed off already . so i can't add my friends .

i'm so happy ! finally k now where got sell hair extensions . yay ! hAHA . ya . i going bonkers over it . hAHA . next week go buy . hAHA . i'm elated .

later going to church but if there's no one to send me there , maybe i won't go at all . eh . DON'T KNOW . LAZY TO TAKE BUS . MUST HAVE PEOPLE SEND . =)

woke up at 11 46 . haven't eaten then played gunbound . darn stupid , they keep on saying communication error . BLAH . stupid . got pissed off and not going to play it until it's fine again .

bored now . bro has gone to collect his results . wonder how badly/well he's done . ah wells , he say he will msg me his results . steph also taking results today . nervy . scared . guess all p6s are . well , good luck ! don't worry about it man !

i'm decomposed . rotten . maggot-haven .

my mum thinks i'm a lesbian and the worse thing is i don't like the girl that she thinks i'm with . wtf . i admit that i currently like girls but not all of them . my standard very high one !! :P

maybe she's a lesbian , and she likes me ! gosh . that'll be THE-DAY huh ? eeeW . no ! i don't like her and that's final . just a few dates and a few calls makes her my 'girlfriend' ? not so easy man .

oh wells . shall not bother , if my momma thinks i'm a lesbian so be it . but i'm not les at all , i'm a bi .

got home at 9.30 today . sorta early . just now installed gunbound . game looks cute AND my bros have gone ga-ga over it . cool game huh ?

. : recap : .

up at 10 .
went with my momma to her walkplace .
used my sis account play her neopet stuff . ( childish ya ? nth to do . no choice )
went to fetch bros .
lunch at some place in hillview . weird place , if u ask me .
home .
went out with ...
called momma .
she fetched me .
home at 9.30
now bored . feels half-dead . fatigued . exhausted .

shall be going church on saturday . think i promised liyun to . did i or did i not ? can't remember and can't be bothered to . shall go renew my spiritual relationship . inner soul . blah . hope it will be fun .

currently , no plans for tomorrow . sunday maybe going trim my hair cos' momma got dinner and must make herself 'glam' . hAHA . well , lazy to blog already . yas , i have not been blogging lately . lazy to blog . hAHA . wells , bye . cya .

oh ya ! xianwei didn't go for the fashion show on sat . i went look for her but couldn't find . no wonder .

have not been blogging lately . reached home about an hour+ ago . been pretty busy lately . pretty much out everyday . now using my bro's com to blog . lazy to climb up those dratted stairs to the attic . went shopping just now . bought 2 boardshorts and 2 tees . wanted to go expo hall 1 to see the body exhibitions thing . it looks damn funky and fun ! i want to go !

fast recap of fri and yest .

.: fri :.
went for dinner than training . training was pretty boring . nothing new . the usual crap .

.: sat :.
went driving range , hit a few balls . now muscle ache . damn ! after an hour or 2 , hit the showers . the hong bros were there . they pretty lame . they had gone over to sasa clementi to train . and i think unc dennis don't like them . played pool and had dinner at the jap place .

.: today :.
woke up at 750 ? reached pool at 825 . trained for 35 mins ? then went to play polo . then had tuition . home . slept a while . left at 5 . reached home . and blahblah . here i am !


life is pretty much at a standstill at the mo . i'm so damned bored ! shall go out with parents more often , they always pick up the tab . funky man ! momma nagging . gotta go bathe already . sheesh !

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oh wells . haven't been blogging lately . sorry man . not busy is lazy to blog . haven't been out of the house much . all thanks to the stupid flu fever cough bugger flitting around and infect me . damn you ! hate you too ! but i shall overcome you and i have ! hAHA . now only left cough . hAHA .

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shufen and cassandra . thanks for the lovely get-well kit . so nice ! oh ya , where did u buy those chocs ? damn yummy ! buy more for me k ? cos' i'm still *sick* . thanks ! love you gals !

my life has been super boring lately . and the blasted rain dampens my day even more . planning to go out at 3 to meet sandra and co. but it rained ! dammit ! so sorry ! but you know i hate going out on rainy days . if only we'd arranged to meet earlier . . . sad . i'm sorry ah ! wed or thurs k ? i think wed better . hey sandra , be home by 11 k ? will be calling you around there .
tomorrow going out with gladys to buy her mum's present i think or is it her sis ? she called andrea and sinyee and yolkwhye along also i think .
hmmm . fri and sat no activities planned . hmmm . maybe go tanning on sat . i'm becoming white , very long never go training already . ArGh .

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sorry maybe not going training today and i haven't got you a preesent ! . so sorry k ?

i'm so bored now . can someone entertain me ?

.: wracked with spasms :.

bloody hell . had a fucking fever today . highest temperature was 39 . hot . hot . hot . at first was only a sorethroat then my mum say don't go out , stay at home better . so i msged ian and told him cannot meet today . then in the afternoon , it became a full-fledged fever . so tired and so hot . then mama came home and brought me to the doctor . then the usual stuff , blahblahblah . aft medicine , watched PCK and Punk'D . so funny and very lame .

if fever by tomorrow subside , then can go play bowling ! WHEE ! hAHA . so fun . today was uneventful . nothing much happened .

.: Apologies :.
sorry adeline , for bitching at you . but you called at a time when i was very pissed and the stupid fever making me all delirious and i talked crap . sorry ! don't be offended okay ? (if you're reading this)

asked my sis buy supper for me . where's my food ? called her at 1130 and she said she'll be back in 1/2 an hour . time now : 1:01 am . i'm hungry . bring my food to me !

gab lately never msg me . i'm so bored . he everyday sms then now no more , msg him also no reply . wot's wrong ? everybod going haywire huh ? all mood-swinging and depressing like crazy . adel also like that . wot to do ?

S L E E P ! the perfect and everready solution to all problems . okay then , i shall go sleep my problems away and not bother about them anymore !

ahem . yes . i know i have not been blogging lately . hAHA . too tired to do so . hmmm , what shall i start with then ? so many things have happened lately . sad . okay . i shall start with school stuff .

camp :
this camp is a total mess of
rubbish +
crap +
turtle asses +
monkey shit +
chicken expectorate .
we had to wake up at the ungodly time of 6.30 or 7 ? we slept on uncomfy beds that were sunken in the middle . not good for our spines , if i become a hunchback like the school prinicipal , i know who to blame . the food is not fit for human consumption , even animals would turn up their nose in distaste at it . so yucky , at least feed us more palatable food or food from mac , kfc , ljs , etc . *feels as if i'm in a prison* but i have not done anyhing wrong . after waking up , we had to do Physical Training . hello , camp is supposed to be enjoyable not otherwise . it's not as if we joined it to lose weight so they need not have made us do so much exercises . running early in the morning ? quadruple yuck . streching exercises ? triple yuck . push-ups ? double yuck .
the stupid boy who conducted the exercises is SO rude ! he talked to us while facing the other direction , how in the fucking shit am i supposed to hear ? u think my ears are so huge like elephants ? able to hear every single dimunitive sound ? N O W A Y ! then we get punished because we cannot hear a single thing . bloody goddamned unfairness right ? he's such an arse , God won't let him into heaven but let him drop drop straight thru to eternal hell with no hopes of resurrection . hAHA . there was no hot water to bathe with . imagine , at night , it's already cold and you still have to bathe with the stupid freezing cold water . nonsense okay ? then the stupid student leaders in charge of our class are so idiotic , keep on *ahem* screaming at us to come up with something for the class presentation . noise pollutants .
to sum it all up , i don't like turtle asses monkey shit chicken expectorate rubbish and crap mixed together . basically , this camp sucks la .

school : eH . so surprising . can imagine me getting the good progress award ? hard to huh ? inside only got a $10 voucher at Times bookstore . cheapskates ! at least phpps give the vouchers (from $25 - $15) better . i got into bio ! hAHA . what else to say ? i'm king NooB after all . hAHA . the form teacher is .. david leong . the goddamnest sissy in the whole of cck . yikes ! imagine him as my form teacher , i'll get nightmares everynight can ? he's also the teacher teaching boilogy . can die like that . his pants are very tight , his face is too wide and has too much fats . he'll need a new wardrobe and liposuction . hAHA . atmosphere today was saddening . andrea sinyee eileen aizhen huanqing hueyteng cried . aWWW . sad . it's the first time i see aizhen cry . andrea crying expressions very pathetic kind . makes one feel like crying when see her . as for me , the canteen was too noisy . i can't cry . the atmosphere not right .

leeanne and raeanne having their exams soon . it starts on the 3rd of Nov . All the Best girls ! work hard in school and play hard at the camp ! after Os , i don't know go Jc or overseas better . if Jc , i want go sajc or acjc . i don't want go lousy ones . xianwei is unable to go for the camp . steph didn't come today . she told xianwei she would . amanda's Os coming soon , all the B E S T to her ! hope she does well .

well . did not go out today . spent the day catching up on my sleep . no mood to go swimming tomorrow even though i want to play polo . aRgH . so damned pissed . camp is a fucked-up pissing piece of shitted crap . i hate it . still must go pack all the rubbish for camp . uGh . hAHA . nvm , i ask my maid help me pack . (if she free) . then all i need to do is select all the clothes i want and presto , it's packed . hAHA .

i hate camps that don't have air-cons ! this camp esp sucks cos' i don't know the people i will be with . so crappish . oh wells . as long as i don't have to be with irritants and pollutants , i guess i'll be fine . HOPEFULLY . i will be brining my scribble pad , for me to write down my thoughts and emotions and doodles . hAHA . well , going to go sleep now . nights .

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and The Horsemen of the Apocalypse (Christian).
The Demon is associated with the concept of
destruction, the number 8, and the element of
earth.
His sign is the full moon.

As a member of Form 8, you are a very strong willed
individual. You don't let others' opinions
sway your own and you're usually not afraid to
speak your mind. However, some may see you as
a bit overly passionate but it's just because
you never back down from your values. No
matter what, you always do everything with
style. Demons are the best friends to have
because they will back you up.


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well . well . haven't bloggedm for a long time already . this might be a long one . provided there are no interruptions . blew more than 600 quid today . ( in total , include my momma one )dad is gonna be so mad can . he say my budget only $50 and if over i will have to ownself pay , but who cares ? my mum say can so i buy la . hAHA . bought 2 boardshorts , uh . . 5 or 6 shirts ? shoes . sportsbras ! hAHA . my fav item to buy . bought 1 turquoise one and 1 bright yellow . actually momma say can't buy cos yesterday i bought 1 lime green and 1 orange . but thanks to my wonderful persuasion power , she let me buy somemore . hAHA . my sisters both have 1 too . my total collection of sportsbras now number uh . . 20 ? around there . when my sis go sgh for her dental apptment , i will get to go warehouse to buy somemore boardshorts ! so fun ! maybe next month cannot go shopping already . unless i persuade my mum laH . only IF . i want to buy baggy jeans and cut my hair ! hopefully by end of next month . if my parents willing to let me go laH . my sister go beijing work , i go holiday in dec , go there shop until i drop , hAHA . but i hate speaking chinese . uGh . nvM . my sis there , she speak and be my ATM , i just select and buy . hAHA . so fun . i like .

was supposed to write the story today but my momma say go shop . sorry kangy ! hAHA . my deepest and most sincere apologies . hAHA . my mum bought her shawls already . tsk . she so greedy .

yesterday went to my dad's friend's house for dinner . ate till can burst . his wife's cooking is yum-superb . delicious ! they're indians by the way . every year go their house during deepavali to eat . the food so nice . prob put on another 5-10 kg ? yeayea . don't eat so much . but stop eating ? NO WAY ! my weight now is 57kg . my dad complain i fat , he got beer belly laH , still dare say me . nvM . shall go gym .. starting from next week . hEHE . today very tired . was on my feet for god-knows-how-long . shall spent the whole of next day sleeping . turned down 2 'dates' . hAHA . one is shopping with luohanfish and kangy . the other is to play pool with gary they all . cannot . i tired . shall sleep the whole day . *yawnX* my mum super hyper . after one whole day of shopping still can go dinner with my daddy . woaH .

after this blog , i shall go and sleep . i'm hereby warning you all , don't wake me up or u'll be sorry . cos' i'm really really tired .

saw someone there . didn't say 'hi' or wotsoever . just 'walked' pass . ignorance is bliss . hAHA .

man . i'm shagged after the whole day of shopping . legs getting numb too . pathetic . must train stamina for shopping . hAHA . finished the stupid dumb menses stuff already . shhh . don't tell people , i don't want to go training on sunday . hAHA . yea . i know i'm very bad . but , it's okyx . hAHA .

went to watch rundown .. AGAIn . watched it when it first opened in s'pore-on the 16th of oct . the last day of exams . yippee ! fun-ness ! hAHA . went cine to watch . at 2.55pm . after that went over to heeren . my bro and terry went over to HMV . ian went to buy his pencilcase and i saw my cousin . he was outside annex . at first didn't recognise him then after that remembered and said hi . hAHA . i'm so damned lame . hippo was jealous of ian . he say that all the girls ian know all so chio . hAHA . he so despo man ! eEw . yuCk . wAhAHA . i was the only girl there . dammit . cos' xianwei's mum don't let her come out . sad .
terry say hippo first choice is michelle . 2nd choice: stephanie . 3rd choice: leeanne .

hAHA . i want to watch matrix revolutions and lord of the rings . matrix comes out on nov 5 . lord of the rings comes out on dec 18 .


my bro likes to play polo . he also likes to talk crap on the phone for hours . under his scrutiny , i dare not attempt to say anything else . hAHA .

hAHA . just changed the song to Spongebob Squarepants . so fun !

hAHA . just went to this webbie that my friend gave me . he damn IT savvy . i suck in comparison with him . the song playing is : Faint . By : Linkin Park . they're going to M'sia for concert . the webbie has codes for you to paste music onto template . damn easy to use . don't worry .

party today was quite lame . i'm so F U L L . ate like a pig . probably put on another 2 kg ? hAHA . but , it's okyx . i want to grow fat and float up into the air like a swelled hot-air balloon . wouldn't that be ultra-total funness ? i want to go to egypt to visit the pyramids and their pharoahs , australia to capture kangaroos and koalas , norway to see whales . and etc .

tomorrow going out . swimmers' outing . but my friend just called and say i M U S T go for pri sch outing at escape at 1430 . how ? meeting the other swimmers at supposedly 1230 but my bro want go early to see his galfriend . i'm spoilt for choice . which should i go ? what do you think ? forget it . tomorrow then worry abt it . oH . but it's already 'tomorrow'- oct 18 . if only my Psch friends said so earlier . uH . forget it .

there's a new swimmer in my swim team . his name is Gabriel . he is born in 1987 . work it out yourself . he's really white . i don't think he tans much . he seems like a fun guy though . nice enough anyway . hAHA .

hV a feeling someone jealous of him . hAHA . just feel so . hEHE . i know i'm a nefarious gakusei . hAHA . but it's okyx . going to sleep now . tired . yawnX .

hAHA . exams over .. at L O N G L A S T ! exhilarated . tomorrow got no school . it's M A R K I N G D A Y ! so called anyway . i have serious doubts in the teachers' abilities to mark papers that fast . hMMM .

watched RUNDOWN today . that show rawks okay ? it's a def must-watch . so damn hilarious ! nice nice . infinite thumbs up ! i love it man . saw a family of rats today .

DO YOU KNOW ?
Rats are very innovative creatures . instead of scurrying about , they seem to leap and bound . they made holes in the bag of garbage , crawled in , and left with their food . so dammit clever ! OMG . never thought i'll say this BUT R A T S R O CK . they rule thy world man ! thou shalt never look down on a rat and regard it as insignificant . after all , rats were the ones who brought about the death plague or black plague . whatever . i don't care about the past , only about the future .
say .. if only i could be their ruler too . anyone who opposes or irritate me shall not have eternal life but perish . the rats could , on my behalf , poison/kill the person . pour acid into whoever's food and the insides will start to corrode and melt . bubbling sounds . hiss . hiss . hiss . hiss . oh man , how i enjoy this . then , i'll not only be known as King NooB but also King Rat . this is fun . shall have a meeting with my trusted NooBies advisors and plan how i shall ursurp the throne of the present King Rat , overthrow his tyrannical rule . i shall be lionised and the ex-King Rat demonised ! muAhAhAhA . i'm lovin' it !

tomorrow have to go to school to pass up the stupid proposal . still have not gone to look for it . if can't find it then i'm not going to bother anymore .

tomorrow last day of exams ! freedom rocks man ! free to do whatever i want to . tt's gonna be so damned fun . now studying lit , blogging , chatting at the same time . hAHA . i'm a multi0tasker . not bad huh ? i'm a genius k ? genius noob . sound nice ?

today was such a crappy day . on my way home , i was drenched even before i board the bus . it wasn't raining . i hereby vow to exact my revenge on the 2 faggoty arses who made me wet ! u'll pay for this ! *shakes fist * hAHA .

tomorrow after exams going to watch rundown . it stars T H E R O C K . cool huh ? such a nice guy . . . . . . . . . . . .

have not finished writing lit notes . arGh . who am i kidding ? i have not touched it yet . so lazy . so tired . i can only think about having fun ! i hate clay marble man . stupid story . i don't understand it . but it seems to be quite nice la . i want take lit next year . hopefully studyg shakespeare . he seems intruiging .

history is a fail . english might be a just-scrape-thru for paper 1 . cme is a i-dont-knw-wot-grade-i-will-get . history is on monday . i hv not wrote any notes or studied it yet . i'm gonna flunk it . it's okay . i don't mind . as if . god help me !

went to school today . damnedit lame . i arrived at 945 . was bad-mooding already and the teacher was still late . infuriating ok ? teacher crapped till 11 then left us to finish the stupid proposal . not as if in future we are gonna be clerks right ?
when the teacher left the room , andrea and i went downstairs to buy drinks . i stepped on a snail . so fun . hAHA . then andrea met her senior . sat and talk talk talk . topic on snails came up then we go catch one then her senior put it in the vending machine's coin slot . it got S T U C K ! so funny . then after some maneuvering abt , the snail was free then i took it out . hAHA . so fun . the snail left its slime there . i pity the person who buy drinks w/o the exact change . hAHA .
wanted to go swimming today . but never . ended up slacking at home .

o ya . by the way . people . i have changed my hp number to 94247527 . i think . the numbers are something like that la i hungry ! now go eat pizza .

C I A O ! . might be back later .

well . missed me ? i have not blogged for uh .. 5 days ? quite long already . i hope ms rashidah comes tomorrow or i'll be in such deep shit . she was not in school on tuesday and wednesday than on monday she had a meeting . she parade herself in front of us than when i wanted to find her, she was in a meeting and i did not know what time it end .
so crap .
lately , bubbles are our latest amusement . i so enjoy popping those super huge bubbles . i went to find bubble solution formulas and .. i F O U N D I T ! so fun . later go concoct . *cackles*
slep like a pig till 915 . so late huh ? hAHA . nvm . i need my beauty sleep . uGh . hAHA . *grimaces* exams starting on friday ! but .. i not nervous lehX . sad . sad . i want to be nervy . seems fun . have not really been studying . came home , sleep , eat , watch tv than sleep till nxt morning . time to go to school . i have such crappy days .

i have not been blogging lately huh . too tired i guess . unable to find time .

today's activities .
went school very early . reached at 730 am . met at busstop .
after school went Macs . eat B I G breakfast . not that big wot .
went buy some bubble thing . sit down blow blow and talk talk . after that bought the soap bubbles one and blow . it was raining than kangy played the ringtone to match the ambience . damn nice . i m a g i n e . bubbles floating off into the rainy sky and the nice tune playing . nice huh ?
came home .
slept .
had tuition .
went with my sis to gran's hse and take food .
came home . had dinner .
showered and changed .
sis dropped me off for 'trg' .
came home by myself and here i am , blogging and checking mail like some crazed sheep .

my day very lame . so sad . exams starting on the 10 of OCT . E N D S on the 16 of OCT . i am unable to study . don't know why . no motivation .

momma and papa bought new phones today . daddy will be using the N6108 and mama bought the N3100 but she say if my results gd then she'll give me that phone and she use mine . but still got no motivation ! both of them got new numbers but i don't know what it is and i D O N T C A R E .

i want to cry already . very pathetic . i want to study but am unable to . so damn pathetic huh ? agree ?

D A M M I T !

motivation , wot did i say ?
you'd better come and find me in 2 days' time or i'll die man .
please . please . please .

now doing suspense story then go and sleep . very t i r e d today . still must do the stupid story . waste of time . bleahX . hate it .

today was basically quite fun . before english remedial played ' M O N K E Y ' . so fun ! i was 'M O N K E Y' only twice . both for a very short while only . not bad huh ? am i pro or am i pro ? gladys also . marilyn very poor thing . she be 'M O N K E Y' only a few times but for a very long period of time . yiping . sinyee(PR) . eileen(chilli rabbit) . andrea(LHY) . marilyn(droollie) . yolk whye(turleass) . gladys(kangy) . huanqing . aizhen .
the people above played monkey ! humongous fun . hAHA .

singapore's edu system sucks . tomorrow is children's day ! still have to go to school . stupid . so waste time . my bros can stay home and slack like hell . U N F A I R ! total biasness ! i protest !

o ya , motivation , you did not look for me yesterday . remember to look for me okay ? O K A Y ? i can't hear you .

my address is 37 phoenix rise .

ps: motivation , i stay at 37 phoenix rise . remember to come and find me today can ? promise . faster . must help me okay ? promise . !!!

going to do the stupid proposal now . don't know why must do . it's not as if in future all of us will be writing one wot . unless we all become secretaries or clerks . which is truly quite impossible . everyone around seems to be in a busy busy hectic mode . and i'm slacking like a goddamned idiot . so pathetic know ? my exams on the 10 oct . i see everybody in school studying studying then i get so damn fed up . want to be so competitive than still want to act as if never study like that .

people , let me tell you . studying is not a crime . go ahead and study all you want . it's for your future anyway . don't be ashamed to study . at least you're not a slacker like me . okay ? very good . now go back and study . faster !

eew . my keyboard feels so sticky . yucks . yucks . hate it . hAHA . i'm very bored . still need to do some crap proposal . don't do will get punished . so crap can .

i want to study . can god send someone to motivate me ? see everybody studying , i feel so damned left out . i even brought my books home to study but they're always dumped in one corner until sunday need to return to school than i take and put inside my bag . so dumb of me . it's hopeless . hOPELESS . u hear ? i can never be a scholar in this life . sad . sad . i want to study . someone faster come and motivate me . i'm so left out if i'm the only one not studying . so pitiable . deplorable . servile . squalid .

well . enough said . i got no motivation . might as well go sleep after doing the proposal instead of wasting my time trying to find some motivation .

motivation , where are you ? come here . i'll give you chocolates . don't run away . come help me okay ? i promise to treat you very very very well . no need to be afraid of me . i'm a very nice person. come here . okay ? oi ! you hear me . stupid thing . go die la . you better help me or i'll dismember you ah .

Damn . Super pissed now . Nursing a bloodied lip . my brother is a doomed-to-eternal-hell pathetic motherfucking eunuch ! hAHA . i kicked his little boy . which is now prob a little pussy . so fun . To see him groaning in pain . he deserves it . he can never be a man .. Or so i hope .
we were playing soccer . First person to score 25 goals is the ultimate winner . i was approaching 24 while he only had 17 . So i taunted him a bit saying i was one step away to winning . Which was true . then he not happy (which he has no right to be coz it's a fact that I'm going to win ) and kicked the ball at my face . my specs flew off . he didn't say sorry . That got me real pissed . Or even if he did , i didn't hear it neither did my smallest bro . he was nonchalant and looked very pleased with himself . i told him to go fuck his bloody eunuch self .

GAME OVER > I WIN
was standing at the door asking my younger bro to find my specs . That bastardsaurus sauntered to the door and banged into me . Hey . fucker cocker shitter ! wtf . I'm neither transparent nor invisible . then i slapped him . he punched my lip and i grabbed his hair and kicked . Oops . the little birdie flew away . hAHA .

hopes he becomes a damned eunuch with no hope of ever getting a girlfriend . He'll be forced to be part of the GAY parade . How exciting . REVENGE IS SWEET .

i want to castrate him . Chop off his balls first . Save the best for the last wot . Dump his testicles into a pot of boiling scalding oil . Let it simmer for 15 minutes . Force it down his throat . as for his penis , I'll mince it and put it inside a burrito . Offer it to those pesky girlfriends of his . Incessant ringing of the phone from those blind girls who like him . There's 3 of them-andrea Vanessa and kayleen . the 'k' one don't know if her name is spelt wrongly . but who cares . Cut the burrito into 3 and each of them takes one portion . When they learn its true contents , it'll be t o o L A T E . wahhahaha ! Fun-ness or wot ? Let's see if they'll still want him or not . Shall we ? So satisfying . I'm enjoying this tremendously . So fun ! i like !

hAHA . so pleased with myself now . my lip is swelling like crazy . very painful . hope that low blow delivered to him hurts more . he'll feel like dying . gosh . that's going to be an eye-opener . hAHA . is this fun-ness or wot ? whoopie ! ahAHA . this form of entertainment rocks !

very bored . my bros made a mess of the attic . then ran down and play comp . so crazy ah . no one play with me . i very pathetic . heLp . i want to eat .

went to the gym . momma dragged me out of bed at 630 . goddamned early . turned out that my bro had to go to school at 730 .

ran on treadmill for 15 minutes . climbed on the don't know what machine for 10 minutes . lost 123 calories . very little . quite crap le . did more weight training . lifted the small small dumbbells for 5 minutes to train my tofu arms . so weak . aRgh . i'm so lousy . my arms got no muscles . so flabby . like tofu . i rather eat it . more useful that way .

i want to do more weight training to strenghten them . i got babyish arms . pathetic ! i'm like a baby flopping around . i want to sit in the stroller . or woteva that is called . or pram also can . i want eat baby food . looks very delicious . i want to be a baby again . childhood days . sigh . *reminiscing about her beloved childhood days* . then , i so innocent . childlike . hAHA . pure and total fun-ness !

well . fun-ness now . just came back from billard 'training' or so it is called . very fun . now , i have billard trg every saturday and friday (if i don't go for swimming la) . hAHA .

but no choice . must go for swimming training or i will get killed . hAHA . tomorrow will be going for swimming training . so early . gosh . can die one . i hate the training . i want to train at other places where it is more competitive and tough . i like challenges . fun !

someone pissing me off now . i'm definitely not the one at fault . i'm sure of it . very .
can't you people get off my back and leave me alone ?

later going to play lego with my brothers . so bored .

no one truly understands . who's to blame ? not that i'm blaming people or anything . just quit saying horrid stuff and you're forgiven . get it ?

o-hey . that f-u-c-k-i-n-g w-h-o-r-e-y s-l-u-t didn't call today . at least one thing to rejoice about . YEAH !

play lego . very fun . very constructive instead of my usual destructive self . hAHA . am i really that destructive ? i don't think so .

later free than blog again . see my mood how first .

blogged a lot today huh ?
somehow or other , everytime i get pissed , i blog a lot right ? agree ? hAHA .
hmm . interesting .
Msn is
going ..
going ..
going ..
gone starting from oct 14 . i think .
got one woman , 81 , protesting against the sale of robinsons . as you all know , mentioned earlier in the news , robinsons say it's going to sell the entire retail . the lady has gone around asking people to sign a petition . to date , got 500 or so people . wah . like her guts . but she's a foreigner la . tt's why . singaporeans prob won't care . with their hectic schedules and all . they don't think it's their prob to care . sad sad .

okay . mum nagging . i'm going to sleep . wake up at 830 . to go gym la .

time to change mood . 'pleasanter but still not very nice' mood . hAHA . crap .
getting fat . my momma wants me to go to the gym with her tomorrow .

EeW . YuCK . EeW . YuCK . EeW . YuCK . EeW . YuCK . EeW . YuCK . EeW . YuCK . EeW . YuCK . EeW . YuCK . EeW . YuCK . EeW . YuCK . EeW . YuCK .

hate it !

i rather grow fat . fatter and fatter till i swell like a hotair balloon and leave this place . this f***ed up condemned place . i shall go tour the world . sample all the nice nice food . wahha . fun or wot . never again will i set foot here . if possible .

aHH . me and my crappy fantasies . but it's fun . i like it .

yesterday . went to watch forbidden city-portrait of an empress . superb show . real nice ! i'm lovin' it ! hAHA .

recap .
left school at arnd 3 ? went home . bathe and all . realised i was running late . called my momma . to send me lah . wot else ? she reached home at 1615 . meeting at woodlands mrt at 1630 . aRgH . hAHA . reached woodlands mrt at 1640 ? arnd there . hmm . interesting . i was the first one to arrive there ! ahHA . how nice . andrea arrived 2nd . as usual , marilyn the droolly doll , was late . hAHA . went somerset . eat . took mrt to cityhall . at there , went walkwalk . then we walked to esplanade . arrived there at 6+ or 7+ not very sure . went to library . the sound of the pitter-pattering of rain . wah . very relaxing . hmm . i'm so poetic . wahhahahaha . sat in there . chatting and blabbering . talked very long but strangely our mouths not tired . we talked for say 45 mins ? i don't knw . the timing is not even a rough idea . as for the topics . hmm . Shhh . ( uh . private . ) and ( this one worse . later we get kicked outta s'pore )
so dangerous .

after entering , we felt very out of place . all have the classy look then we 3 ? casual . OMG . luckily , we weren't the only youths . there were 5 or 6 sitting beside the 3 of us . wah . lucky lucky . they also wear very casual . there , is the youths section huh ? youth power ! to the 20somethings 30somethings 40somethings : hey oldsters ! don't get osteoporosis ah ! beware !

the musical very nice . wanted to buy the cd but not enough money . so pathetic ah . tt's me . call police . my mum ill-treat me . don't give me enough money to buy the cd . hAHA .

took 700 back . tired . reached home at 1230 . fell asleep at 1257 . wahha . poor me . lack of sleep .

tt's why . after the stupid call , fuming like mad . fume finish than fall asleep . to whoever that was on the phone : you are a f-u-c-k-i-n-g w-h-o-r-e-y s-l-u-t ! hAHA . so fun .

now badmooding like crazed . did not go for swimming training . did not want to see people . i think i'm disliking more and more people lately . ain't my prob . blame god . eheh . rhymes huh ?

if you ain't happy that i blasphemised you , feel free to NEVER visit my blog . that's the reason why all browsers have a big fat ' X ' on the top . in case you did not know . u dumbass !

everytime i hear my friends talking about their overseas competitions , i feel so goddamned inferior can ! they can skip school yet easily catch up . goddamnit unfair ! then they talk about their experience like so fun ! i also want to go . BUT . forget it . i'm hopeless . is this the end ? i worked so hard yet have no results to show . my friends can slack for 1/2 the year and 1 or 2 months before selection , train , then can get selected . blame it on my lousy coach . i want go paysc or swimfast . help ! i don't want to be stuck here ! drowning in my own piss . consuming my own shit .

now in the ' don't disturb or else.. ' mood . hey people , don't piss me off okay ? today just reach home than got one phone call . don't know who the hell it is . yelled 'bitch' in my ear and slammed down the phone . and i'm like simmering with anger . wot the fuck ! do i know her ? no manners creature . anyhow call me names . chicken piss ! that person better pray for her own safety . if i ever find out who it is ...

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1 . never call me a bitch . or any other labels for that matter .
2 . if the illicit content in my blog upsets you . i won't apologize . just leave and never return here . i'll like that . A LOT !
3 . stuff written here are all copyright . don't RIP me off . i won't like that .

eoy exams coming soon . can feel that everyone is rushing against time to cram their brains with crap . somehow or other , i'm still in a sweet langour . unhurried . seriously , i do not feel any motivation or goal to work towards . do not feel the rush to study and all . wot the hell is wrong with me ?

wahha . funky . tomorrow going to watch Forbidden City . so fun ! then after that go eat supper . yea . i knw . i'm a pig ! ahA . oh wells . cannot help it . i'm addicted to food . hAHA .

mAn . i need to feel a motivation to study and work hard like everybody ! i like the atmosphere ! can somebody please motivate me ?
hELp . someone's drowning in a sea of nerdheads !
can anyone even hear me ? hey people . i'm nt transparent or invisible u know ? . aH . i'm starting to feel smoke coming out out of my head . a sure-sign of pissedoffness . hAHA . it's okay . go ahead . continue treating me as if i'm not there . i don't mind . really . i don't . i'll just fade off into non-existence and leave all of you to figure out just who i am . how fun . to see all of you screw up your noses and drain your brain juices . typical quzzical look . nice . nice .

i'm lovin' it . copied from macdonalds . but doubt they would mind . free publicity for them le .

super shagged today . feel very frustrated . i need something to vent my anger on ? is there any remedial tomorrow ? i hope so ! man . i'm feeling desperate for remedial . god . this signifies something wrong . hAHA . man . crap . crap . yesh . i know .

will be going to watch 'Forbidden City-Portrait of an Empress' with andrea and marilyn . or , in other words , LHY and droolly . well . did not have to pass up any proposals or the suspense stories today . lucky lucky .

today's literature lesson was full of rubbish crap . crazy teacher is goddamned unfair . she's an ambidextrous bigot . for the love of god , i'm full of crap today . why ?

exams are so near . yet so far .

learnt 2 new words yesterday . euphemism and onomotapoiea . or something like that . not very sure about the 'o' one .

went for swimming training today . something happened . OMG !

f***ing whorey slut . hAHA . no offensive language can be shown here . i'm gonna be so dead tomorrow . unless ms teo don't come to school . how nice . i still have not done my proposals and suspense story . don't feel like doing . rather blog than do some crap proposal . no mood . as for maths , i only did Revision A first .. say .. 15 questions ? well . it's not too bad . at least i did it . other than that , i did not touch any other school stuff . sad huh ? eoy exams so near and i'm not even studying . i only need to brush up on my maths . the others are relatively okay .

yes . yes . go ahead and lecture me . DON"T ! i already had a lecture from my friend . say me until i very bad but most are quite true . i admit . she say i f***ed up lazy . high chance of failing maths ! also say that i had better not go out play too much or else will end up like her . addicted to partying . okay . i admit i went out . but only to watch the italian job and eat . oh yea . by the way , the italian job is super nice ! thumbs up man ! few hours only ! and , i am definitely NOT addicted to partying ! her definition of partying is : chilling out , slacking . i admit that i have slacked a lot and that it's time for me to buck up but there's just NO motivation for me ! i need motivation before i can study ! and i have no idea how to study ! all i know is just to draw and colour my notes . make them very nice and flashy and conspicuous ! forget it . i give up . totally !

let's move on to more affable and agreeable topics . shall we ?

today's polo game was so fun ! we practically trashed them !
people in the winning team : me ! qingying ! ian ! terry ! chongqing ! weiliang ! i think .
people in the losing team : adriel shawn raeanne leanne weijie hippo chongzhan . tt's all . i think .
the score : 11-1 . of course we 11 they 1 . hAHA . funky ehX ?

well . should i do my proposals and suspense story ? if i do then will have to sleep very late .
plausibility of doing: 45 %
implausibility of doing: 60%

my daddy went overseas to play golf .
so dumb right ?
go away for don't knw how long just to play some stupid golf game .
what a waste of time . i rather 'study' . hAHA .

hmm . i will pray for my daddy later . and for my friends namely gladys (who thinks we are driftg apart and for her studies) marilyn (that she will get better grades) andrea (that she can sooner move back to her previous place) and somemore if i'm feeling 'holy' . hAHA .

bored now . saw the bitchasaurus today . ignored her . glared at her too . on my way home and she on her way to school carrying her dumpy frame and crap instrument . she deserved it man . fancy coming to piss me off . hey people . i'm generally very sweet-tempered . will not attack unless provoked . hAHA . sounds like some sorta animal right?

bitchasaurus . bitch + dinosaur = bitchasaurus . literal meaning is big bitch .

funky huh ? i invented it myself le . yesterday . man . i rock . how clever am i ? hAHA .

did not go for training today . lazy momma say don't go . well . okay . i don't mind . a break from training is welcomed with OPEN ARMS . hAHA . yea . i know . i'm such a goddamned slacker .

well try studying but probably end up slacking this weekend . maybe read a page ? well . at least i tried . hAHA . cannot deny that i tried . REAL HARD .

nothing much to blog today . bad-mooding a little . all thanks to a fucked-up faggot in school . namely the bitchasaurus monitress . she demented or wot ? she grabbed my hand then dont let go and i keep on hugging gladys to prevent myself from being dragged away . woah . she has a rather strong grip though . when reached class , she still don't let go . crazed . by then , i was seriously bad-mooding . she's such a detestable unstable ignoramus . sorry for all the bitching but i had to . or else i'll go crazed . hAHA .

if i had my way , her punishment is gonna be so fun .. for me and tormenting .. for her . hAHA . i'll pump her blood outta her and donate it to hospitals . while she is still alive . imagine ! the agony she will be in . how satisfying . then she'll be whipped . after that , i'll have her eyeballs and innards dug out . donate her organs to hospitals .
see . i'm so kind . helping other people to live a long and fruitful life . tt's me . her skin by then will probably be like parchment . peel her skin off and use as writing paper . nice huh ? she ought to be thankful that i put her to good use . her skull can be used as a drinking cup . and the other bones for dogs to chew . how useful she is .

aH . i knw . i knw . u'll prob think i'm a sicko . but i can assure you that i'm definitely not one at all . trust me . i'm just venting out my frustrations to prevent myself from bottling up my feelings . hAHA . but seriously la .

finished my bitching already . can talk about pleasanter stuff now . but like got nothing to talk abput . blog again at night . now tired . yawnX . going sleep .

read streats today . our dear SM turned 80 . wish he lives a long and fruitful life . he almost single-handedly built s'pore from scratch . funky man . he's still so 'in' with politics . he keeps up with the happenings in singapore . he's quite a nice man too right ?

2 singaporeans died in Aussie land . they studied at U of New South Wales . killed by fatal blow by a blunt object to head . they wer flatmates . found by 3rd flatmate. supposedly to be on good terms .

Sars man is home but has to be quarantined for like 2 weeks . you knw . some people blame him for the scare he caused . but i think it's good . makes people more aware of the precarious situation we are in . makes them more aware and alert . brace them for shocks . but as forr how the virus was transmitted to him ? i wouldn't just listen to 1 side of the story . i have a theory . he might be a lil nosy and curious anout the Sars virus . and he fiddled a bit with it . not familiar with the disinfecting procedures , he did not take necessary precautions .

crap . bloody hell . who's the faggot who asked me find info about eurasians ? i cannot find a single damned thing about them . so elusive for wot ? the stupid proboard crap . i dont know how to add members .

today ah .. is so full of c r a p. i'm pissed now . don't ask why . you ought to know . i need to do some relaxing stuff later . like meditating ! yay . hAHA . i've mastered the art of meditation . or have i ? i ought to try and meditate daily .

in school today , saw a frog / toad / woteva . it looks quite friendly . should have caught it . then at least not so bored . hAHA .

bad-mooding today . how ? bored . shagged . but don't feel like sleeping now . wot's my prob ? ya . i'm prob a demented faggot in disguise as an alien .

yo peeps , got any nice templates ? intro me . mine sux .

my blog template quite ugly le . later or tomorrow than blog again . must find more information about eurasians .

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hmmm . recap of DA day .
hAHA . was quite fun . in the morn . woke up at 7 . went for trg . after trg , played polo . oUcH . got scratched . saddening . terry's bro scratched me . quite painful . but it's superficial wound only . hEHE . had food and fun fair at JCC . it was quite fun . my description will be in bits and pieces . dont mind ah . hippo kept playing the 'ball' game . Very funny . the aim of the game was to get at least 1 ball into the mugs . each game cost $0.50 . very cheap . hippo kept getting balls into the mug . he even managed to get all 5 balls in . not bad ah . the person in charge got super pissed . he even wanted to ban him from the game . hAHA . but not allowed to ban others . sad huh ? then 1/2way during the fair , went to play table-tennis . i am such a NOOB at it . hAHA . but it's ok . dom and mich went to play pool after we went arcade to play . we ate a lot too . even had the snow-ice thingie . saw the shop at IMM . unc raymond said 'yea . it was from there' . andrea intro . funky ehX . hAHA . ate a lot of sausages . YUM . my favourite . hAHA . had taiwanese sausages and the norm kind . YUM . scrumlicious . hAHA . had satay also . felicia's dad buy for us . nice man . at around 2 or 3 ? mum came to fetch . told her that some stores sold very nice evening bags . can go with her new new evening gowns . she's such a crazed shopper. but . hAHA . i told her in the car and she cannot go buy . only $19 . saddening for her huh ? hAHA . then dropped hippo at his house . my bro went to buy his shoes . Dropped him off at home for tuition . i went to cut my hair . not yet test if the spikes good or not . it had better be ah . man . i want it to stand . very nice huh ? hAHA . ya .ya . i knw . i very vain . but it's ok . i specially go cut just for the spikes . then don't stand , it will be so saddening . tomorrow will wake up like 10 mins earlier to make my hair nice nice ? if i can wake up . hAHA . hope so .

saw a toyota HARRIER today . it's an SUV . looks like the Lexus one . a lot like . my dad want to buy either the Lexus or Volvo one . both also SUVs . both also nice . hAHA .

not yet do any homework . and (surprisingly) i did not study . hAHA . saddening right ? i want to get 7 A1s to show my mama . hAHA . hmmm . may not get a single one . but as long as the teachers stop their faggoting complains , who cares ? shall try . see first .

doubt i will be doing any homework now . i mean , hey , look at the time . i need to sleep early . tomorrow must wake up 10 mins earlier to construct my spikes . hAHA . pray that it stands man . hey people , remember your job : prAy that my hair will have its spikes tomorrow .

ok . on your mark , get set , pray !

arithmophobia- fear of numbers definitely .
didaskaleinophobia- fear of going to school True true .

i got arithmophobia and didaskaleinophobia . saddening huh ? hAHA . i dont mind . teachers are stupid faggots ! esp: ________ , _______ , ________ . Nt naming people , but they ought to know who they are . if they dont , they are suck faggoting dummies ! ahAHA .

just finish eating chocolate . the twiigie or twiggle . dont knw wot . but it's very nice ! thumbs up people ! hAHA .

today a stupid Geog teacher of my school was late . horribly faggotingly late . the consent form she gave us stated 7.30 am . i arrived at 7.45 . arnd there huh . went up with eileen and clique . the fucked-up faggot was not there yet . waste of time . ought to have gone later . i need my beauty sleep . hAHA . yea yea , i knw . CRAP .

well , adios people . gotta go now . going for my swimming training . catch me later ? ya bet! hAHA .

hAHA . sorry for not fulfilling my promise yesterday . okay . today's blog shall be a super long one ? funky ehX ? i doubt i shall be going out for the rest of the week unless absolutely necessary . my leg hurts . the cut is rather deep . pain pain pain . oucH ouCH oUCH OUCH ! fell down twice on sunday . saddening .

SUNDAY
had competion in the morning . dad drove us there in the new car-Grandis . fun sia . by the time we arrived , there were many people there . and i was like OMG . why so many people ? started feeling nervous . people from my club:
wanda wilona amanda christel stephanie xianwei michelle qinying zhekang zihui rowena melissa raepotato leanne kaiting
andrew kunhan kunyang xianling xianrong bertram ian cq cz terry timothy jonathan weilian weijie shawn adriel ... ...

still got others i think but i cannot remember . saddening . maybe the cut made me forget . crap !

then my bro's b'day . we went there in uncle dennis' van . dad busy . went play golf . then blah blah blah .

had trg yesterday . very tired . + some other stuff . that i shall not mention . shall go offline now . scratch all my previous plans . i now cannot walk . pain . paiN . paIN . pAIN . PAIN . saddening . this hol totally sux . i cannot go out ! never mind . shall study . if possible . hAHA .

yesterday was my bro CZ kia's birthday . it was quite fun . people who came: raeanne leanne ian terry weiliang weijie adriel shawn stephanie qinying hippo
very fun . i cut my leg . it fucking hurts . i have to limp . damn the bloody floor . hAHA . later than blog again . now tired . go read book and fall asleep . sorry so long never blog ah .

wahha . super shagged . i have decided that i want to be a slacker for the rest of my life . this statement contradicts my next . ArGh . deardear amanda called today . we chatted about our bros . which school they want to go and all that kinda crap . her bro want go acs(i) while my wanted acs(br) because there got someone and he likes her sis . *winks* hAHA . she told me to study hard and aim for pure science . and i went: WOT!? i can't take science . but she say that is the best . hmmm . i'll probably put either literature or pure science first . i guess . saddening . she asked wot was my aggregate score . it's 234 . nice ehX ? i really really regret not going crescent . i'll definitely have a brighter future there . should be right ? ANSWER ME ! MANNERLESS ASSHOLES ! you are so gonna leave to regret this . SADDENING > depressing .

i will make use of this holiday to brush up on maths and science . prob will seek eddie's help with maths . bleahX . hate the darned subject . i think my hol will be spent as follows:

monday: watch the johnny depp show . the black pearl one . then mayhaps go bowling at cine . see my mood . unconfirmed.
tuesday: maybe going melrose home . the kids are going to celecbrate ! fun ! unconfirmed as well .
wed: got camp . dont know whether or not to go . all the Sec4s and Sec3s studying at home . sec4s got their 'O' levels this year . then the good sec3s will be studying chinese for the 'O' levels . saddening . unconfirmed .
thurs: might be in camp OR not . dep if i going anot . maybe ask people go shopping ?
fri: loner day . will prob go to jcc at 3 . go there study . fun ! thumbs up , people ! the slacker's going to study ! ^amazing^ hAHA . i want no disturbance ah ! you hear me , aliens and mud-people ?
sat: maybe go church . see mood first .
sun: morning go trg . then play polo . funky . aft that got tuition . going to read 'House of Sixty Fathers' i think . i want to buy 'The Alchemist" by Paul Coelho . a Brazilian writer . any news of it ? tell me or else i'll bite you ! hAHA . also , finish up all homework .

SSINK OR SSWIM? !
this coming sunday got competition . at keppel club . aghast ? antsy ? jittery ? sweating bullets ? YOU BET ! i am taking butterfly and freestyle as well as the relays . ArGh . i am so going to sink , like a stone . hAHA . imagine . an alien sinking ? hard to right ? it's okyX . i understand . stupid mud-people just do not understand the intellectual ways of us, aliens . we must not blame them . 'right ? (in accordance) all aliens: ' nah, we don't mind '

today training was rather fun . shall not go into details . typed too much. super shagged . going to sleep now, after i study my maths . 22/40 . for someone who did not study, it is considered not bad ehX ? say yes . "YES!" hAHA . tt's good . nice to know you agree with me . hAHA . well, ciao .

so sad . had to disappoint gladys and co. because already going out tomorrow . they wanted to go IMM take pics . but sadly, i nt free . so , had to cancel . eileen also cannot make it . saddening .

had polo today
score: 3 - 2
needless to say, my team 3 the other team 2
hAHA
ppl in my team: ian raeanne leanne chongqing hippo jon me
opponent's team: terry weiliang weijie shawn chongzhan tim and i dont knw who else .

hAHA . went back pri sch on fri . quite fun . watched 'the medallion' . YUCK ! sucky show . don't watch it man . waste money . lousy plot . only the effects nice . thumbs up ! other than that , all sucks .

LATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: i finished reading all 766 pages (did i get the no. of pgs correct?) of harry potter in 1 day . actually, nt really la . read 100+ pages on fri night then finished it all on saturday . funky eh ? cool cooL coOL cOOl COOL . i'm good .

ha . whatever . self-flattery leads to nowhere . must other ppl praise not adulate then worthy . sad . no one praise me . whatever i shall just praise myself then . i am the nicest person on this earth . i am the most intelligent person on this earth . BLAH BLAh BLah Blah blah .

CRAP > BLAH > CRAp > BLAh > CRap > BLah > Crap > Blah >crap > blah .

tomorrow going to watch tale of 2 sisters . the korean horror movie . that show looks good . scary . i like . hAHA . love it man . my friends leaving for korea today . going there to swim . for 2 weeks . so funky . can skip school . but they clever , can catch up . i cant go . i too lousy and slow . go already , come back cannot catch up (in studies) . give teacher excuse to find fault with me again . no way will i allow that to happen man .

chlorine dudes/babes/aliens/noobs/guys/gals . POWER TO US !!! yay ! i like .

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hAHA . tomorrow got cross-country . SUX ! hate it ! planning to go watch the sunset tomorrow. fun ! ahAHA . tomorrow teachers' day , will be going back to PHPPS (my pri sch) . yea ! see my friends again . long time no see . wonder what they look like now . hAHA . today had IPW presentation . i know my group going to fail . anticipated it . i'm resigned to my fate . sad . sad . when i saw jieying's group present, i knew they would get the highest . ms teo is even planning to videotape them . nice . i want to see them present again . jieying's speech very cute . i like ! love it man !
very long no blog already . never come online . so sorry . i'm apologizing . how rare . aHAHA .

now must do stupid english . on fri, went com lab to do manuals . when i wanted to save it, the dastard computer said an illegal operation was performed and it had to be shut down . my hard work went sliding down the slimy drain . sad . sad .
got to go now . cannot finish by tomorrow, i will die a horrible death .

*elephant* is a darned ass whom i detest . she ought to get the hell outta my sight . i have no wish to see her ever again . reason ? she is so bitchy . just because she is now a permanent teacher in my school does not give her the rights to be bossy . she thinks she is the biggest thing to be born after saddam ? let me bring her back to reality then . she is darned wrong . she is so wrong that she deserves to be comdemned to the deepest bowels of hell .

why ? what in the world did i do to her to make her dislike me ? she hates me ? well , i feel the same towards her too . when i went with *luohan* to pass up her compre to *T* , we did not see her there . instead , we saw a *darned elephant* swaggering up . *luohan* nicely asked her where *T* was and she said that *T* was out . so, *luohan* asked tt *elephant* to put it on T's desk . the *elephant* agreed . the *elephant* trained her gaze on me then . the *elephant* said my socks were too short . wtc . *luohan's* socks were about the same length as mine too okay ? i told her that during the attire check, i was not caught for short socks . then she said come with me to the detention room and we'll check with *another bitch* . and i was fine, go ahead man . then she went are you sure ? i was ya . then she said are you sure you want to embarass yourself in front of everyone in detention class ? i was like wotever . if the *elephant* thinks she's right , she can go ahead and do it , i won't end up as the despised one . hAHA .

well , one piece of advice for her : but you should be aware cause ive learned to get revenge and i swear you'll experience that some day . hey ele , u hear me ?

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literature terms . but it's okay . i think lit is fun ... at times . hAHA .

:: but you should be aware cause ive learned to get revenge and i swear you'll experience that some day ::

woAh . we had chinese food at Kam Boat Cuisine . my dad's fave restaurant i think . hEHE . there were 4 of them . 1 family of 3(mother , father , daughter) and 1 other guy . their daughter's name is jennifer . i dont knw how to spell their surname but it starts with 'G' . know wot's the coolest thing ? she has 5 horses . yup . all hers . funky . she stays alone in a 3-room flat near the University she goes to . super duper funkiness . real rich man . i think she wants to be a jockey . nice . nice .

one story she told us : she went into the cafe to get a drink and asked her dad to hold the reins for her . then when she came out , she saw her dad riding her horse and she went ' daddy get off . you're too heavy . my poor horse ' funny right ? she doesn't like mooncake . she tried some at the restaurant and went ' uhuh . no chance . '

she's really nice and funny . she exchanged nos with my sis and invited her to visit her at her apartment . i cant . no fair . if my sis went , they would be doing 'adult stuff' which i cant . hEHE . then if i go , they will play babysitters to me . hAHA . and i not so bad .

before that, i was at jcc . played a little bit of pool with ian . he's a real good shot . good . good .

really enjoyed myself yesterday . hope i can play again . hEHE .

hAHA . today i kissed marilyn gladys huanqing . the others not very sure got kissed anot . hEHE . very fun . we were playing this game (credits to kangy) : passing a pocky stick around with your lips until it is very short . then when it is super short , the person passing to the next may accidentally kiss the other person . but only girls allowed to play .

people who played : aizhen andrea
eileen
gladys
huanqing hueyteng
yiping yolkwhye

many people kissed today . marilyn's lips are rather puckered up kinda . huanqing's ones very soft . gladys' ones are normal . i guess . hAHA . who else did i kiss ? sorry . i forgot . ahAHA .

tomorrow going for dinner with my dad's business associates . they are germans . funky . i want to learn german man . hAHA . now must go and do my suspense story and summary . ArrGh . i cannot do suspense story . no inspiration . forget it man . i'm gonna crap like crazed . ditto for summary . ahAHA .

i am so crazed-up . but i have to acquiesce my fate . God made me this way and this way i shall remained .

teachers have the right to remain silent correct ? so why don't they just shut up and get the darned fuck outta my life? teachers rock huh ? funky . ahAHA . not true at all . not true at all .

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woAh . hmmm . still dont knw who it the person who told my blog webbie to the school . sad . sad . damn all principals and teachers . they ought to be impaled . i feel that i ought to have the honour to do it . agree ?

Hey. Missed me ? hAHA . peeps who went swimming trg today : me , CQ , CZ , Rae potato , Leanne , Ian , adriel , timothy soh , Felicia , zi hui . hAHA . lil monster aka raepotato has an email account -- rae_potato@hotmail.com . funky lehX . hAHA .
when call her potato , she will smirk at us . her face so cute ! even though she tries to appear angry .

naughty . naughty .

nDp . I went ! funky huh ? it was pretty cool . I only liked the fireworks . oh-my c'wealth sec sch friend was performing . he was lamenting about why the newspaper only mention cedar girls and Bowen sec then never mention his sch . he said the nDp was SUPA fun . I agree man ! the pres looked like a penguin . quite funny-looking . weird . hAHA . the fireworks were absolutely enchanting . like some ethereal thingy bursting and spewing forth from heaven . kind of . mui sis and i left earlier . she wanted to have dinner with her friend . i was fine with it . i did not mind . we reached home at about 11+ close to 12 . very late man . but i only slept at 4am . YawnX . damn tired . all his stupid fault . bleahX . ('',)

feel like impaling something . yes . yes . i know i weird . but what to do ? i was born like that .

i am the legible , credible , inevitable storm . hAHA .

ahhaha .
bought many stuff yesterday . blew like $300+ . even though there was a 40% storewide discount . hAHA . okyX . let me tell you what i bought .

LIST OF SHOPPING STUFF > hAHA

2 trg suits .
2 sports bras . i black-white , i blue-grey
1 top . blue and grey
1 pair of fins . (olympic-endorsed split-fins) funky lehX .
1 pair of board shorts . (supposed to be 2 but my mum thought i did not want the other one and took it out) bleahX .
1 swimming cap . dark blue .
1 pair of shoes .
1 pair of slippers .

my bros bought : -2 pairs of sandals
-1 pair of shoes
-2 goggles
-3 trunks
-and some other crap . can't remember

when i was there , there was this couple with their child-a girl . my bro thought it was a boy . then he came up to me and say 'see . why that boy wear swimming costume ah ?'

and i was like wth . it's a girl . not a guy !

after our purchases , we went for trg . peeps who went: xianwei . terry . adriel . steph . hippo . raeanne . leanne . felicia . tim soh . tim soon . and i dont knw alrdy .

there was a mad man screaming at terry's mum . at first , i thought terry's dadscolding him . hAHA . shall continue later . now going out . sayonara ppl!

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I'm back (back) the fog is lifted
The earth has shifted and raised the gifted
You knew i'd be back so pack your bone
And hit the road

never question the clever clever . in other words , ME ! hAHA .

later going trg . Can see my favourite lil monster !after this , going to TYR warehouse . go shopping . cool .

man . i am fed up today . some unknown person told the school about my blog . it is not a public blog . how did they know ? i was sent for 'counselling' today .

*names have been changed to protect ME*

EVENTS

after school , dead flower told me that ms .. told her that the principal wanted to see me .
i was curious . VEry . i have been quite 'guai' lately . what can she fault me with ?
guess wot ! the principal did not see me instead it was ms .. who saw me .
deadflower , why the hell you lied to me for ?! do you hate me that much ? well, let me tell you , i cant hate you as much as you hate yourself . do you knw why ? coz you hate yourself more than you can ever hate me . and i like that A LOT .

hate is not good . you are slowly destroying yourself . tiny bit by tiny bit . it's worse than corroding oneself with acid . do you know that ? please , i beseech you not to hate yourself . but to focus all your hate on me . i am willing to be your sacrificial lamb . i do that for you . AS IF .now , what must you say and do ?

it's okyx . i am a very understanding alien . i can fathom how difficult it is for you to accept all this . i understand . i really do .

ms .. wanted to see me because of the illicit content of my blog . am i really perverted ? is there something horribly wrong with me ? are these some sort of symptoms that indicate/read a deeper meaning into me ? is there unknown evil in me that has yet to unleash its full force ? will i bring doom upon my fellowaliens and homeplanet ? if i do , how can i piece everything back to its oringinal form ? am i accursed ?