Wednesday, April 28, 2004

.: The World Is Screwed :.

so my momma met dl and ngoh moron today . they talk a lot of crap . and i had to apologise to dl . fcuk .

ngoh : so wot shld you say
me : i won't do it again
momma : and ?
me : sorry

i only liked it when they said i was intelligent . and he threw my socks away . they thought it hilarious

Me : can i hv my socks back ?
dl : i threw them away
ngoh : hahaha . now gt sars so we dont keep them anymore

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fcuktarded . is it tt funny ? then i also rmb tt smth abt my sis in beijing . then my momma say tt nxt time i will work in india . then dl also say indonesia coming up tt kinda stuff . ain't exactly crap . but i wasn't planning on working thr . maybe i'll try . it looks kinda fun . hmm . now i'm still a lil angry . make tt quite a lil . hmm . this is over . life goes on .


i'm tortured.
i'm screwed for being such a slacker .
i'm failure-prone .
but i shall prove you wrong !
when i succeed in life , don't come begging!

Sunday, April 25, 2004

damn doorbell spoil . keep on ringing . crank up the volume !
.: 21st Century Slaves :.

nope . i ain't talking abt us . i'm talking abt real people who are forced into slavery . and that includes all the bigshot countries . don't be sweet-talked by them . it's a farce k ? don't ever believe them . see it for yourself . why else did you think all the fat ugly balding rich politicians all over the world get their bevy of girls from ? they did it to survive . life is not fair . ugly dogasses ( dc dl ) get to live gd lives whilst elsewhr girls children women defenceless are foced into slavery .

ya . then those presidents will come out and say : ' we condemn those human traffickers . they shall have heavy punishment meted to them . blah . blah . blah . '

then they retire to their conference rooms to confer with the traffickers and choose girls and then he'll go back to his bedroom whr his harem will be waiting . this is fcuking crap . life ain't fair . i shall be a human rights activist . watch out u monkey bush , i'll get u .



hmm . my dad is reasonable . he's a great guy . love him . thanks daddy . he talked to me on fri night . and he asked me to just ignore dl . to treat him like a dog whose incessant barking can't be stopped *( becos his brain cells have been artificially removed for his siblings who have more brain potential ) . * i added these myself hAHA . i'm angry with my momma . she don't let me watch tv . then force me go bathe . tt bitch . i will watch spongebob later . i'll bash your brains in . bloody fcuktard . you're so troublesome . always irritating prople who want to spill your guts out and then you dirty the place and don't clean it . how inconsiderate . and i'm not buying you a mother's day present not because i hate you but because you don't deserve one . you ain't worth it ! you're not worth the attention i pay to the one speck of dust sitting by my table , hoping i'll take notice of it . the only time i'll take notice of you is when i want to clean my table and remove you dirty little puny speck from my table . Pest !

fcuking dog . if you confiscate my socks one more time , i ain't gonna tolerate it . you have irritaed me too much . your incessant barking is jarring my ears . i'll call the dog pound to take you in . you be a waste . they'll mince you and u'll become food for the animals in the zoo . they'll have food poisoning after eating you . the remnants of your carcass ( i didn't say corpse cos u ain't human ) will be tossed out . if they birds or fishes or bacteria feed on you , they get food poisoning too . you are the most inconsiderate person . why didn't you take care of your personal hygiene and diet ? cos all the animals worth millions fell sick becos of you . even if u die a gazillion times , you won't be able to pay for the damage done to their intestines and stomachs . you cruel insufferable brute who's worth less than 0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001 cent . eew . your family cringe in shame and disgust at the sight of you .

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

.: Death To All Who Oppose Me :.

u candy-ass chicken choker .


F, there'll be this gigantically enormous fan facing you , blowin , twisting your face into horiible contortions . then i'll present you this huge shiny mirror for you too see your ugly face and cellulite . your features drowning in cellulite . then you'll shriek and scream and become hysteric . And faint . you dickbrained Cuntfucker ! i'll revive you by drowning you in U's cunt . U will smile at you and you'll smile back . but when fully conscious you'll realise that U's an old hag with distorted features . hooked nose with warts filled with grey slime that threaten to burst any moment . one eye that stares at you unblinkingly . the other eye sewed shut with black thread . uneven stitches . blood encrusted at the stitches . and a mouth that resembles a cess-pit and smells like one too . they'll be wrinkles all over her face with a boil on her right cheek 3 cm away from her nose . pus is pouring out of it into your mouth . U leans down and smiles seductively ( or so U thinks) before biting off your nose . F , u have this vague memory of her from somewhr .
.... That's right . He's/She's/It's { -------- } ain't it your abs fave ? hint: it's a letter of the alphabet .

you'll scream and scream and scream . at the sight of your perfect (nah . only the fugly F thinks so) nose in b/w the crooked yellow rotting teeth and blood pouring down into infiltrating your mouth . the germs start spreading thru your veins . Like a lil scoutgirl with 2 neat plaits knocking on your door asking if you'd like to buy some cookies for some fundraising thingy . when you agree and turn to get money , she'll mutate , knocking down the door and trampling on its recipient . the monstrous dickface will search the house for more bimbotic grub . if it finds none , the person who answers the door will be gobbled up in the monster's mouth that spews forth toxic odorous green gas speckled with red . all your cells hv the intelligence of an amoeba . mind you , tt's 1 amoeba brain shared by billions of cells . they'll all be gobbled up by the germs spreading thru you body . when you come to see the doctor , the doc shakes head and refrains from touching you and even getting within distance of your trail . finding a spot to inject , the doc will stab and stab and stab you with the needle , making pinpricks all over your body as you wail like a demented banshee .
the doctor will inject you with a black bubbling liquid . It's to speed up the deterioration of your cells , retard your death , making it painful and letting you see yourself waste away . and letting the doctor , me , see you suffer . whrby i'll join hands with a group of leprechauns and gargoyles who'll dance gleefully with me . the leprechauns will jab at you with their new weapons - satay sticks - which i gave . they exalt me , i gave them freedom , they pay homage to me , by making you suffer . the gargoyles will swoop down and scratch your noseless face with their piercing tainted with poison claws . you'll itch like hell aft each scratch and will literally scratch your face to shreds . skin hanging and cellulite exposed , the hag comes after you again and hug you . forcing you to masturbate with her . to lick caress her pendulum-like breasts which are 3ft long . she is covered with grime and dirt everywhr . you can see fleas hopping to new territory - you . then you'll scratch youself and her long nails will dig into your back as she sucks you penis . it's as long as a 3cm ruler . unable to feel anything in your 'bush' she bites down on it -hard- to make sure it's real . you howl and slap her in the face . she jabs you in the eyes and you feel your eyeballs rolling backwards . then they fling themselves out and she'll grab them and chew them . hear the sound of slime and soft glass-like cartilage being crunched ? blind , you stumble into a covered trap . below the pit are numerous satay sticks sharpened by the finest smiths - leprechauns . you fall in , impaled on the numerous sticks . your heart , thighs arms hands fingers nails , toes torso pelvis , 3cm dick , stomach intestines colon rectum anus are covered with numerous countless little holes where your infected blood oozes out of them . the gargoyles dump rats , snakes , maggots by the billions inside until you're fully covered . 2 days later , nth is left . not even a piece of bone . you're in hell wandering about , when a pigheaded snaketorsoed dog pelvised pigtrottered animal walks out and taps you on the shoulder . you faint . when you wake up , you're roasted alive on a bbq pit . all around are creatures of similar design , they look at you and lick their lips .

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Tuesday, April 20, 2004

.: The 10 Ways Of Torture :.

The damned cunt-faced moronic bitchslapped by his momma dog . FCUKINF BIASED . how dare he ? he'll die . i swear lord i'll kill him ! wtfcking shit . why he don't confiscate those malay girls socks ? they also wearing ankle right ? unless you're so in love with me that u love my socks so much and hug it to slp everyday ? U Fcukheaded dog-face pansy . wot a pita . u darned fcuking poseur ! how dare u pose as a man ? i know u're a fcuking faggot . ill-mannered pervert . wot a lamentably indecent half-wit . u totally have no brains . not even a fcuking braincell . if u try thinking , all you can do is to frown and wrinkle your forehead into ugly contours like those of a map but not say a single damned word . cos YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO BRAINS . u shithead . having you in my presence is tainting every pore in my body cos u're so fugly . my skin cells shrivel up and die at the sight and stench of u ! how could u do these to the innocent people who haven't offended u ? u're killing us everyone of us . why the hell dya stink so much ? cos u only contain sweat pores and cells ! no other living organism wld go near u . we hv no choice u came near us , poisoning us . we're dying by the dozens . heartless . OH . i forgot . u hv no heart u were born w/o one . u only contain sweat cells aint that just fcuking right ???? Fcuktard !! You are the largest and smelliest shit pile that has ever existed in your stinking world . Ever thought of emigrating and removing one more bit of pollution from the country? u'll be saving all of us ( not that we'll be grateful or kit with u )

anger coursing thru my veins
knocking on all the doors
warning ! warning !
explosion occurring
5..4..3..2..1
BOOM !
Dog-faced leong is gonna get roasted !


*jumps for joy*

Monday, April 19, 2004

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Sunday, April 18, 2004

i'll replace your intestines with a 4m long , 17 cm in diameter pregnant python . it's head will be sticking out thru your anus . it'll nibble it's way out , nibbling on your cellulite-ish bums . and i'll sew up your stomach . letting it give birth inside . all the young, once hatched, will start gnawing on your innards . and they'll make their way out , still gnawing , thru your vagina your eyes your anus your ears your nose your mouth .

Take that bitchified fcuktard . see if u'll do tt again . watch your ass .

Saturday, April 17, 2004

.: Creature Of The Night :.


bloody hell . fcuking pissed now . my youngerst bro cz is a moronish fucktarded hopeless condemned-to-hell bastard . steal my tuition time slot . then now i can't watch hellboy . i'll make sure he kills you . damn damn damn . if i had tuition at 230, can catch the 415 show . the assholey bro of mine finishes tuition at 430 ! so dumb . need longer tuition . asshole .

bloodied clothes . i hate dc . tt fcuktard . as if i was at fault like that . the other 2 fcuktarded imbeciles in the group weren't the ones talking . wth u want me to do ? hold a knife to their throat and force them to talk ? i'd rather pull out their tongues and feed it to you . raw ! bitch

i'll make lil stabs to your face . disfiguring you . i'll cut you throt ear to ear . decapitating you . i'll slash you body into an I shape . break your ribcages and dig out your organs . disembowel you . let the dogs feed on your organs . and u'll lay there dead . not knowing what had happened . i'll chop off your feet as souvenirs . i'll skin your fat thighs bithc

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

.: I'm Alive . You're Dead :.



ASSHOLES--> nosey parkers pls fuck off . you've no right to be reading my blog . Fcuktarded morons . if i hear news of you reading it , u die . watch your graphic death here . i'll promise to make it as gory as possible . you'll love it . i swear .

bad-mooding now .

yest blacked-out while i was blogging . wtf . crap timing . beware. i might slaughter you (people responsible) for it. Are you plain dumb or wot ?

cabbed home . met sis on the way . didn't offer her a ride . bitchy . ooh . touchy .

Sometimes you just irritate me
so i want to kill ya .
Other times you rub me the wrong way
so i want to slaughter you .
Hark
those pleasant squeals .
Keep outta my way .


maybe going trg later . feel like thrashing . masochist who feel like getting whacked . call me . 94247527

Monday, April 12, 2004

.: Deformity Rearing Its Ugly Head :.

i'm in dire need of spritual fulfillment . emotional fulfillment is in the works . physical fulfillment can be suppressed for quite a long while more . everyone needs fulfillment of some kind . you ?

Shout To The Lord

My Jesus , My Saviour
Lord, there is none like You
All of my days,
I want to praise
The wonders of Your mighty love
My comfort, my shelter
Tower of refuge and strength
Let every breath,
All that i am
Never cease to worship You.
Shout to the Lord
All the earth let us sing
power and majesty,
Praise to the King
Mountains bow down
And the seas will roar
At the sound of your name
I sing for joy at the work
of Your hands
Forever I'll love You
Forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the
promises I have in You .



whew . soulful . it blows me away . i really crave fulfillment . i need to do something meaningful . am i wasting my life away ? i have to do something about it . shape it up . be the potter moulding the clay . something worthwhile . life can't be this monotonous right . i feel a higher calling . *looks to the sky*

eep !my free timing is 37.smth
omg . it's so slow . tell me this isn't happening . pls .
Gnarled roots of depression
reaching for me ,
pulling me towards it .
Sinking deeper into depression .
Brick after brick being laid
to prevent you all unworthies
from glimpsing me , reaching me
.

honestly . do you think i'm psychopathic ? am i mentally unsound ?

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

.: Dipping into the Coldness Of Dark Space :.

whew . maths test tomorrow . wot's the topic again ? can't remember .

recap:
sch
home
chi tuition till 7+
eat
slacked
tv
com now

FcukinG UNentertaining day . eh ? man i need some excitement . pls . pls . let the kboxing session be on . pls don't change it k ? hAHA . thanks . first hAHA , imagine how depressed i am . saddened heart . don't bother cheering me up . *dark cloud looming overhead*

HOW LONG WILL THIS LAST ? *groans*
*heartache*
eyecandiES , whr are you ?

wot's the meaning of this ?
why do this to me ?
DON'T
i HATE you . tons .
freakin' fcukstrated


Sunday, April 04, 2004

.: Are YOU Motivated? :.

ahem . woah . tough talk today . hAHA . so i'm asking myself .. wot exactly am i swimming for ? no idea . why do i go for training ? just to stay fit ? or is there another reason for me doing so ? i can't anwer this questions . i have to think about it . when i have the time . should i just quit and let it be ?

i'm undecided about the 2nd sport . squash or kickboxing ?eh . which better ? today i did home work . *beams proudly* . hAHA . guai or not ? aft tuition today , walked over to jcc . waited for daddy to pick me up . i reached at about 625 . he said he bathing ask me wait at pub . saw unc jimmy too . so i wait then he come out , he sit and drank and talk with his friends . then i waited till 756 then leave . hAHA . not that i mind . his friends are quite nice . order nuts and 100+ for me to eat altho i keep declining . hAHA .

oh . and the most important news : I CUT MY HAIR . hAHA . yay . will show those of u going kboxing on sat . it's still on right ? i think i shld be able to go . *thoughtful look* hmm . uncfmed . cfm on thurs la .

Friday, April 02, 2004

.: Paradise on Earth :.

headed for training today . quite vigorous but ain't feeling tired . hEE . quite hyper in fact . hAHA . fat boy's 'adolf hitler' hairstyle quite nice i must say . recap: at sch busstop . saw fat bro on 985 . so scrambled up the bus . headed home with him . then we raced . stopped at provision shop there . he buy 100+ . i buy chips . then walked then ran all the way home . i won ! yay ! *smirks* hAHA . shall wake up early tmr . feel like going gym . pump weights and stuff . tofu arms . tmd then .


i HATE the name candy cindy or wotever else of that sort . HATE it . just HATE it .


A caged bird , spreading its wings , flew off into the night .

Thursday, April 01, 2004

.: Subtle tremors :.

dl is a fcuktarded creep . anyhow confiscate my socks . i'm a naturalist ! that's why i wear ankle socks . saving the cotton plants from extinction . those long socks require more cotton from cotton plants , plants do not have enough time to grow more and soon they will be completely wiped out ! have a heart will ya ? spare a thought for those plants , suffering just cos we need a lil comfort . how cruel ! dl will nv get into heaven for his cruelty to plants . ankle socks require less cotton so the plants will not die out so fast . it makes sense to you right ? hAHA . i'm serious .

i shall plot his death after maths hmwk .

just finish english compre . rather bored . shall cut my hair soon . so hot . wot the hell is wrong with the weather anyway ? moodswinging ? hAHA . rain, sun . heavy rain , hot sun . crazy (!?) hello , we're innocent , pls notice us anyway though we're super dimunitive .

i'm SOO PROUD ! i passed a-maths . only 14/38 people pass . imagine . eheh . i'm such a genius . omg , i'm blushing . hAHA . as if . my score: 13/25 . nothing much to gloat about but considering the number of people who passed . i feel so proud of my accomplishment . hEE . still have to do maths . fcukshit . ain't really in the mood .