very bored . my bros made a mess of the attic . then ran down and play comp . so crazy ah . no one play with me . i very pathetic . heLp . i want to eat .

went to the gym . momma dragged me out of bed at 630 . goddamned early . turned out that my bro had to go to school at 730 .

ran on treadmill for 15 minutes . climbed on the don't know what machine for 10 minutes . lost 123 calories . very little . quite crap le . did more weight training . lifted the small small dumbbells for 5 minutes to train my tofu arms . so weak . aRgh . i'm so lousy . my arms got no muscles . so flabby . like tofu . i rather eat it . more useful that way .

i want to do more weight training to strenghten them . i got babyish arms . pathetic ! i'm like a baby flopping around . i want to sit in the stroller . or woteva that is called . or pram also can . i want eat baby food . looks very delicious . i want to be a baby again . childhood days . sigh . *reminiscing about her beloved childhood days* . then , i so innocent . childlike . hAHA . pure and total fun-ness !