now badmooding like crazed . did not go for swimming training . did not want to see people . i think i'm disliking more and more people lately . ain't my prob . blame god . eheh . rhymes huh ?

if you ain't happy that i blasphemised you , feel free to NEVER visit my blog . that's the reason why all browsers have a big fat ' X ' on the top . in case you did not know . u dumbass !

everytime i hear my friends talking about their overseas competitions , i feel so goddamned inferior can ! they can skip school yet easily catch up . goddamnit unfair ! then they talk about their experience like so fun ! i also want to go . BUT . forget it . i'm hopeless . is this the end ? i worked so hard yet have no results to show . my friends can slack for 1/2 the year and 1 or 2 months before selection , train , then can get selected . blame it on my lousy coach . i want go paysc or swimfast . help ! i don't want to be stuck here ! drowning in my own piss . consuming my own shit .

now in the ' don't disturb or else.. ' mood . hey people , don't piss me off okay ? today just reach home than got one phone call . don't know who the hell it is . yelled 'bitch' in my ear and slammed down the phone . and i'm like simmering with anger . wot the fuck ! do i know her ? no manners creature . anyhow call me names . chicken piss ! that person better pray for her own safety . if i ever find out who it is ...

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2 . if the illicit content in my blog upsets you . i won't apologize . just leave and never return here . i'll like that . A LOT !
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