ha!
i've been away for such a long while .
sigh .

i can't wait to leave this place .
the past 2 years weren't fantastic .
they were pleasant but not awesomely remarkable, let's say they affirmed my decision to go overseas and proved that i'm not suited for the competitiveness and craftiness in jc .
totally .
invaders of the mind are the worst, present on the pretext of education impartation .
lies .

xy never wanted to lead a life of desolation but this is what she has been feeling lately .
she never asked for a change in form teacher but a change she got .
will this change ruin her life ? it highly may
does this suck? yes
is it unfair? absolutely
what can she do? grit her teeth and bear with it
in line with her nature? hell no

there are times xy just wants to not go school, but these serve as proof that the irritant is right, that i'm a no-good student .
and no way will she allow the microbe to mark her down again .

cheesesticks, i'll poke them into you .
windygloves, deliver flying punches .
poptarts, explode in the belly .
ha .