.: sinking into self-despair :.

go away . mayhaps this will help . disgusted at how guai i am . lately . SADDENING . but a promise is a promise . what can i say/do ? if i could turn back time , i wish :
- i never made the promise
- i had never known you
- i had stayed in church

but i can't . this is life . you've got to stick with what you chose . and i chose the wrong path . can't turn back . only able to run ahead . outrun all problems . hopefully . well . this is it .

STUCK