so bored so bored , can practically feel myself fading off into non-existence . does anyone care ? no . sad truth but i accept my fate .

i'm so troubled now , but can't blurt out my problems here , for fear ... will see it .

man , quit hounding me . i'm troubled enough as it is . fuck off ! fuck off ! just go away ! now , between us , nothing is ever the same again . can't joke and laugh without some weird animosity in the air . eh , did i use the right word ? my emotions are in a whirl like a witch stirring her cauldron . mixing all my emotions , jumbling them up . shit , i feel like shit . i want to cry !