Dec 29

Coach say if all go early (645) on wed then he'll let us off early at 8 . hAHA . wasn't planning to go trg tt night but since it'll end early maybe i'll go . don't know if i can go the new year's eve party anot . momma say maybe . see first . maybe=no . sheesh . why can't parents ever make up their damned minds ? prob cos it's at jan's place . wtf . she's not that bad lo . she's nice to me and treats me better than the two of u combined ! aRgH . i hate my parents . hOrrid ! hAHA . maybe i'll sneak out and go . or go someone guaier place to celebrate new year's eve . anyone ? otherwise i'll have to stay home or attend dad's friend's party smth like that . almost every year also got . bAH . that will be boring or maybe i'll get to meet some nice and funkaye people at dad's friend's party . hOpefully . but i still want to go jan's place .

woke up at 3:03 . nice ah ? never go out today save for trg . thanks joyce for loaning me the cd . there's a new gal at trg . name's gwendoline . did i spell it right ? she's 11 . tt's p5 right ? or p6 . woteva . hAHA .

sheesh . i'm pissed now . can my parents make up their minds ! aRgH!!! fucktards .