.: Deformity Rearing Its Ugly Head :.

i'm in dire need of spritual fulfillment . emotional fulfillment is in the works . physical fulfillment can be suppressed for quite a long while more . everyone needs fulfillment of some kind . you ?

Shout To The Lord

My Jesus , My Saviour
Lord, there is none like You
All of my days,
I want to praise
The wonders of Your mighty love
My comfort, my shelter
Tower of refuge and strength
Let every breath,
All that i am
Never cease to worship You.
Shout to the Lord
All the earth let us sing
power and majesty,
Praise to the King
Mountains bow down
And the seas will roar
At the sound of your name
I sing for joy at the work
of Your hands
Forever I'll love You
Forever I'll stand
Nothing compares to the
promises I have in You .


whew . soulful . it blows me away . i really crave fulfillment . i need to do something meaningful . am i wasting my life away ? i have to do something about it . shape it up . be the potter moulding the clay . something worthwhile . life can't be this monotonous right . i feel a higher calling . *looks to the sky*

eep !my free timing is 37.smth
omg . it's so slow . tell me this isn't happening . pls .
Gnarled roots of depression
reaching for me ,
pulling me towards it .
Sinking deeper into depression .
Brick after brick being laid
to prevent you all unworthies
from glimpsing me , reaching me .

honestly . do you think i'm psychopathic ? am i mentally unsound ?