hate my life
darned shittified fucked-up life
wot the hell is wrong ?
depression setting it .
choco bing .
welcomed .
parents taken over by creatures of the unknown .
the nether world .
they biased , unfit to be parents !
my 'mum' won't let me out till i packed my room .
if so , no logic to let my bro go out either , right ?
horrors of all horrors , she let him out when his room is so much more messier then mine ! wot in the world is wrong with her ?

emotions sliding down . happiness .. gone .. down the slide .
bliss
peace
love
care & concern
hate
rage
bitterness
freedom
terror
fear
laughter
blood-thirstiness
heartlessness

all slid down the slide .

numb . no emotions flooding through my entire being . it's all gone .











in my next life , i want to be a rhinoceros , free to roam . ramming poachers with my sharp , lethal horn . them bleeding to death , stark face , still half in shock , pallid features .