well . did not go out today . spent the day catching up on my sleep . no mood to go swimming tomorrow even though i want to play polo . aRgH . so damned pissed . camp is a fucked-up pissing piece of shitted crap . i hate it . still must go pack all the rubbish for camp . uGh . hAHA . nvm , i ask my maid help me pack . (if she free) . then all i need to do is select all the clothes i want and presto , it's packed . hAHA .

i hate camps that don't have air-cons ! this camp esp sucks cos' i don't know the people i will be with . so crappish . oh wells . as long as i don't have to be with irritants and pollutants , i guess i'll be fine . HOPEFULLY . i will be brining my scribble pad , for me to write down my thoughts and emotions and doodles . hAHA . well , going to go sleep now . nights .